la historia de mi vida

2008-05-28T14:49:00.003+08:00

omg.WOW.im finally bored enough to revive my blog *round of applause*

lol.ok.lets see.
1)korea rocked but i broke my leg while skiing cos of SOME PEOPLE who go to ski mountains and don't ski but "take walks".
2)sch reopened.yadeeyada.3F rocks funfairs!& myes were so ___________.
3)met up with snoopy again & he finally grew!& he's like cute now.lol.
4)got a new laptop!& its pink!lol.

wait.i cant remember what else happened in my life for the past 7 months.oh ya.there's the bazzar.
5)the bazaar was...preparing for it was hell but it turned out OK at the end i guess.
6)im in water for pw n i get to go to melbourne.

now here's the -.- thing.i am in melbourne right now!lol.hehs.
my 5th day here alrdi.we're moving into the hostel tmr!woots!my host family is asian.lucky me.hahs.lawl.the dad's vietnamese+chinese while the mum's idonesian+chinese.

caught indiana jones on the saturday i got here.went shopping on sunday.still got loads to buy.monday went to the aus sch.went to gtac,which is some sci facility they have there & we did gel electropolysis(cant spell that word).

tuesday,followed my host arnd for the whole day & joined her classes.the stupid history teacher didnt knw that im part of the exchange programme & scolded me for not doing his essay or whatever.gawd.& today,we went to the melbourne zoo.walked all the way there.kinda far.oh & the aussies can apparently walk quite fast.the animals were nice.bought some souveniers.the animal plushies there were like freaking ex.20 over bucks for a small little kangaroo.so didnt get much from there.

tmr,we're going into the city to have an amazing race and in the evening we're having a bbq by the beach or sth near the hostel.woots!lol.friday we're gna go to some royal botanical gardens thing & the melbourne aquarium.saturday should be more shopping!& packing up at night cos we're leaving on sunday morning.kinda sad but kinda happy at the same time about that.click 5 baby!hehs.

& then a lit seminar.how fun.lol.but aftr,hong kong!not exactly happy bout that.i want my bed!i want alfred,pinky & my nice soft silk blanket.lol.ohoh!& i also want my hokkien mee & o lua.lol.if any1 gets tat.lol.yea.i miss s'pore surprisingly.lol.

so thats basically it for now.after i come back i'll be crushed by a ton of hw,projects & tuition.gawd.haiz.sobs.oh well.u win some u loose some right?gna stop here now.its 5.37 here in melbourne,3.37 in s'pore.there's no 1 online for me to tell them how much i miss them & my fingers are going numb typing out this post.gr8.isnt the world a happy place?lolololol.ciao peeps.miss ya (:

2007-11-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

wow.didnt realise it has been so long since i blogged.tats bcos i've been job haunting since god knows when.minus the 1st 2 wks of hols where there were still rc trainings,im basically either super-glued to my tv or bed or out jobhunting.since last friday,i've been busy with trying to get jobs.

1st job:flyer distributer.
worked for 4hrs,going arnd hdb flats in sengkang to put flyers at their gates.the job is lyk sooo nt worth.i tink we're gna make less 10 bucks for tat.

after tat was no luck at all.been looking through the classifieds evrytime me,al n jolene r out to find a new job.n the stupid ah beng who is technically our boss for the flyer job has yet to pay us yet.n he keeps making excuses evryday to postpone the day we r supposed to get or pay.bleahs.wats wrong with u ppl n having to hire 14 yr olds to work??most of the job is do-able by a retard.gawd.so many times,we were rejected cos we were too young.im gna give up looking for a job soon.haiz.

bak to the classifieds.or maybe the tv.adios.

PS.if any1 has any gd jobs with a reasonable pay tat u can offer or intro,contact me pls.i got my e-mail at my profile.

2007-10-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

so ytd was the last day of sch.haiz.its rly sad actually.it mite be the last time some of us will be in the same cls.bazaar was quite fun.the cakes frm secret recipe were rly nice.i spent lyk 1 n a half shifts selling them.n 2B raised the most money for the sec 2 lvl!hahas.but we obviously could not hv done it w/o the cakes tat we sold at 2 bucks per piece.

another fun thing was the haunted hse in the music rm.went in with al,mitch,melissa,deniese,hazel n isabel.we practically wrecked the whole place man!hahas.we over turned countless chairs n tore up the garbage bags tat they used cos we practically went to evry single dead end there was in the place.i dont lyk the big nose ghost n the 1 who touched me.it freaked me out lar.at 1st al was the 1 behind me holding my shoulder,but after some confusion at a dead end,she was gone n i found a ghost holding my shoulder instead!!n the ghosts keep following us arnd.gawd.but it was rly fun.lol.oh n i got henna!its nt rly done properly but its still quite nice.i hv my name on it too.

so on the last day of sch,the last period together was spent in com lab 2.they got new coms!lawl.it was quite sad.thnks for the memories.hahas.n we took quite a few cls photos in there with evry1 squeezing together n some of the guys standing on tables n chairs.n mr rizal took a candid shot when evry1 was busy trying to find some where to stand/sit/kneel..lawl.after tat was gd bye.no 1 cried.just went arnd saying bye n hugging each other.the gals at least..

i'll rly miss 2B..with the wacky boys n evrything.all the memories,gd or bad,will stay with me.gd luck to evry1 in 2B'07.all the best and hope tat u guys get to go to the classes u want.

2007-10-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

fridays are emo..especially when u go home rly early w/o having to attend annoying trainings bcos u got an mc for bronchitis.
lawl..missed quite alot for rc..aop has started to prepare us when we take over next yr..gawd..time passes so quickly..n b4 u know it,ur gonna b seniors n ppl wll be calling u ma'am..haha..kinda cool actually..get the authority to pump ppl somemore..hehes.heard im in grp bravo which has to plan for the home visit next yr..its cooler to plan for the camp..but u screw up less when u hv less respnsibilty rite?i dont rly lyk my grp,but at least i still hv mitch with me n im the safety ic lyk my dear husband in alpha..=( the safety ic is supposed to have the most impt job of all cos we're supposed to determine wether the activities are safe for the cadets to do..hehs..
got a new mv surfing partner!n she also happens to be my dear bus n guitar partner at the same time..lol.but her com is so racist!it onli loads the el videos..bleahs..but im slowly bringing her into the wonderful world of chinese music!hahas..
oh n she intro-ed me to tis rly nice song which has been arnd for quite sometime alrdi..but its a rly gd emotastic classic..n the lyrics rly meant alot to me when she intro-ed me to the song..so it shall be the sotd for today..oh n after watching abit of secret in hcl on friday,she finally understands y im such a big jay chou fan!!finally!hahas..
rutherford hse meeting tmr..haiz..which idiot came up with the house system anws?i pray tat rutherford's house colour is BLUE..plsplspls..
ending the post with sotd as usual...listen to your heart by DHT..

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Chorus:
Listen to your heart, when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbye
~End of Chorus~

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worth while
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams

~Chorus~
~music interlude~

And there are voices that want to be heard
So much to mention, but you can't find the words
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind

~Chorus~

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm

I don't know where you're going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbye..

2007-10-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

most results are back..they just plain suck man..=(
i failed hcl paper 2..haiz.hsh said tat evry1 passed for overall..i hope i did okay..haiz.

no guitar tonight..went to the doctor's instead.doctor said i mite hv bronchitis..whatever that is..n it mite lead to asthma..oh gawd.another round of medicine..n if i dont get better after this round, i hv to use an inhaler!crap..

n i got an mc!i can choose wether to go to sch anot..should i??the lazy slacker me is telling me to stay at hm n catch up on my dramas..hahas.but another part of me actually wants to go to sch since there's no more lessons stuff..also slacking,just tat there are ppl..how how how??i'll see if i can wake up tmr morning..most likely cant.hehs.

other than tat,i oso cant take pe or do much physical stuff..it has sth to do with my breathlessness when i cough..so no physical stuff for red cross either!hahas.means i can actually dont go since we're doing footdrill n oa..but i dun wanna miss out on too much either..haiz.nvm.i'll make the decision when i have to.船到桥头自然直 rite? ending off with sotd..

迷路兵 - 我为什么还爱你
Bridge:
一天过一天
明天再见这是你每次说的
一直都没有改变
你的无奈
我知道你的心已不再放开
这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在
我为什么还在这发呆
~end of Bridge~

Chorus x2:
我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
~End of chorus~

~music interlude~

~Bridge~
~Chorus x2~

~music interlude~

~Chorus x2~

2007-10-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
hahas..guess wats the 1st thing i did as a 14 yr old?eat macdonalds!hahas..was on the way to kl frm arnd 9 or so..slept in the car n woke up at 12,slept somemore n woke up at 1.38..den dad drove to the petrol station tat had a 24/7 mac..so at arnd 2am in the morning,i was munching dwn a fillet o fish n fries..hahas.
so i reached the 'hse of garfield/snoopy' at arnd 3..when to bed straight after..n i had the weirdest dream btw..but its too long for me to type here..lol.
so anws,juz came bak frm shopping at 1 utama..was watching deathnote on the car..L is so cute!hahas..i bought so much stuff like t-shirts[converse btw..lol],earrings..i even got a prezzie frm the female owner of 'hse of garfield/snoopy' lol..shall do my thank yous after i hv recieved all the presents..lol..shuld b when sch reopens..lol.
i gonna go out for dinner soon!should b eating jap tonight..hahas.so adios ppl!oh n to all those who have made my b-dae a happy 1 so far,THANK YOU! =) XOXO..i'll do individuals soon..

2007-10-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS LESS THAN 7HRS AWAY!!

actually got nothing to be happy abt cos i'll be spending it overseas with ppl i hate to the core..haiz.wat to do wat to do??anws,its my b-dae wk so i shall focus on the happy stuff!
alrighty now..lets see..wednesday went to suntec..
highlights of that day:
1.trying so hard on the crane machine full of soft toys tat cheats ppl's money cos it jus cant b done..the crane keeps letting go b4 it reaches the opening..
2.watching detective!its scary in a fun way..lol.lesson learnt:dont ever be a detective when u grow up.lol.
3.buying my guitar pick necklace that says 'ROCK ON' with my dearest guitar partner..
tats pretty much all the gd stuff for tat day..wait..oh rite,me n mitch agreed tat there were lots of eye candies at suntec..hahas..including a guy who looks kinda like triple hotness..but he's onli 1/3 of him..n he was playing with cotton wool!lol..oh n i left sth at marina square =( a taxi came n it got crushed into bits n pieces =( haiz..

anws,thursday's outing made up for all things bad tat happened on wednesday..hahas.cos i got to spend the day doing the things i want with 3 of the closest ppl to me in the world..
highlights of that day[basically evrything we did]:
1.ate at pasta again,but i juz liked thursday's meal much more then wednesday's..duno y..
2.shopped arnd n arnd..mostly window shopping..but i bought a coolcat notebook..wanted a bracelet frm minibits but jane,my shopping consultant says they are not worth..hahas..
3.movie time!mr. woodcock...gawd..it brings scary pe to a whole new lvl man.lol.but to those who are planning to watch it soon,i shall nt spoil the ending..
4.to the arcade!hahs..got pretty nice guys there..meaning they let us play 1st even though they were there first..hahas..tat was for racing..played 1 round onli but i won!hahas.den we got addicted to electro air hockey..hahas.played 5 rounds or more..its realli realli addictive!lol.
5.supposed to go to century to take neoprints..but we kept getting distracted n went window shopping..the puzzles in puzzle world r realli realli cute..how i wish i could afford them..
6.over at century square..got attracted by the accesories shop.they got realli nice ear rings there..bought 3 pairs of studs for 3.90 n my long awaited hoop earings for 1.50..
7.off to the neoprints shoppe..took awhile to choose which machine to use..finally chose the 1 with chairs of different heights n stuff..we could even choose songs to be played while we were taking the photos..lol.its realli cool..but we made an error at the end n the photos tat were printed out were realli realli small..cant realli see properly..

after tat was hm sweet hm..it was alrdi 6+ n dad was nice enuf to pick me up frm lavender n spare me the long wait for 21..gotta go pack alrdi..

2007-10-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

my mind is not working properly so i dont realli know what to type.i'll post again tmr with watever happened today..just cant,esp not after the guitar lesson i just had..so i shall just post a set of lyrics n its the end of the post..

evanescence--my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

Bridge:
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
~End of Bridge~

Chorus:
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
~End of Chorus~

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

~Bridge~
~Chorus~

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

~Chorus~

2007-10-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI :DD

Gen's here to blog for Con cos she's studying lit.

After tmr will be love~!

So everyone must JY for the rest of the papers!!

ITS CON'S BIRTHDAY ON SAT.

CELEBRATE ON FRI (:

I WNA WATCH C+ ZHEN TAN!

Pleasepleasepleaseplease!

EH EVERYONE GO WATCH THE 9OCLOCK SHOW ON CHANNLE 8!

JULIAN HEE SO CUTE!!!!

*goes siao*

OkayOkayOkay.

Maybe i should go read durian and big sis again.

KBYEEE <3

2007-09-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

long time no post..
last guitar lesson for the month till eoy finishes..i can sorta play qing tian!!!haha.it rawks when u noe u can play guitar..hahas..ok..im nuts..today was pw presentations..well..at least the 1 we sorta screwed up was the trial in front of the cls n farida..but hey..i juz got my script for a while at that time..so after adding our own elaborations,guess wad?i talked the most with many of the stuff not in the powerpoint slides..but hey..tats wat elaboration is called..we did ok i tink..well..we were like one of the earliest classes to be dismissed at least..

for the past 2 or 3 wks,me n mitch have been running for 31..today,we were still walking towards tkg busstop when 31 came..we decided to just let it go..run too much le..so made a stop at madeline's portugese egg tarts..intro-ed mitch to pandan egg tarts n she likes it..ahh..pandan egg tarts..MELAKA!stupid aids saliva!lol..onli 2 ppl in the world know wat im talking abt..hehe.

so went out wif al last thurs..advanced celebration of our anni tat is tmr.. speaking of anni..its gna be 11mths soon..ahh kill me..kidding..shuldnt say this kind of things during the 7th month..so i watched naraka 19:the 19th gate of hell today..not bad..n the "ghost" was damn cute lar..haha.wanted to watch 1408 instead..but it starts at lyk almost 5..n curefew is lyk at 5.30 or so..hairspray n dead slience too..haiz..nvm..i'll get my chance..somehow..the cinema was seriously damn empty..onli 8 ppl in it..lawl.lunch was 2 cheesy hotdogs..fufilling aint it?nvm..i'll stick with my husband through thick n thin..haha.but we managed to buy a tee and skirt..20 bucks in total.al nli bot a tee cos she was broke man.the lady...i mean girl at the shop was realli realli nice..17 onli..guitar necklace tat cost lyk 2 for 10..soooo shuld have bot it man..it was so damn nice..saw lotsa guitar based stuff..lyk a guitar bag..as in a bag shaped lyk a guitar..nt a bag to keep guitars..ok..nvm..u dont give a shit do u?

omg..im nuts..im like talking to myself..ok.whatever.adios ppl.

2007-09-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

ALEX EVANS IS THE NEW HOTTIE LOVE MAN!!
lol..showed mitch a pics of him n she took 5 mins to find his DA pg n we spent the rest of the nite being mesmerised by him..mitch was planning to do dnt research while i was planning to write in tbb..but screw all tat man..there's a 16 yr old canadian photographer/model who has his own clothing line n an equally hot twin sister here man!hahas..n he has his own alexisms lyk me n mitch's conisms n mitchisms -- cameraphile..cute eh?lol.

ok..enuf abt him..so last nite,went to the movies at lyk 9pm..wanted to watch hairspray..cant watch dead slience at tis kind of times lar..n probably alone or with my bro leh..argh..but i tink straits times had a printing error n the timings for hairspray was given wrongly..so watched evan almighty with dad n nick while mum went to watch 881 by herself cos there were onli 3 seats left n they were all seperated..

evan almighty was not bad..but bruce almighty was alot funnier..thurs mite not happen after all..i mean the outing on thurs..mitch is having probs with her mom..haiz..oh well..i can always go with my husband..but den again,she mite not have enuf money..haiz..time to go..its bad to sleep after 12 during the 7th month u noe!oh n tat reminds me..cant believe i got nagged at by my mum ytd cos i wore black jeans n a white tee,but plus my black hoodie..she is lyk so superstitious man.."you cant wear all black during the 7th month!' =.= but watever..in the end,changed to blue jeans instead..ok..realli gotta go..getting drowsy cos of the flu medicine..adios!

2007-09-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

im juz not much of a blogger nowadays..duno y..

anws,on friday,went bak to mts..it was lyk so unorthadox..n i made lydia wait lyk for so long cos they juz had to drag..the teachers day celebration was not bad..except for the aces day thing cos many ppl were vry unenthu abt it[me included]..performance was not bad..so many nice nice guitars out there man..results of the talent time was so unexpected..n tis yr's 1 has vry little contestants..

so bak to mts..went bak wif rebe,xian yun n lydia..forgot how fun those long train rides were..den we met vina at the interchange..i cant believe it!she's taller den me alr!!!omg..1st person we saw when we reached was mr chan..he forgot rebe's name!lol..it was kinda awkward meeting the others..juz duno wat to say anymore..den we saw liu lao shi!lol..both liu lao shi n miss ang said i changed..lol..at least they rmb us..miss ang has a huge memory man..she can rmb lyk evrything abt evry single 1 of us..n i got the most praises frm her..hehes..lol.after exploring the sch n hanging out at the tiny little chairs at the canteen,went to boon keng mac for lunch..hanged out for a while longer n to the mrt it is..rebe left..n xian yun left at farrer park..den we wanted to hang out at lydia's hse,juz lyk the gd old days..but den sudden change of plans n they came over to my place instead..watched movies,again lyk the good old days..lol..n vina can play the guitar too!lol..they left after harry potter n the goblet of fire ended..n tat was how i wasted my day..lol..realli realli tired after tat n knocked out in dad's rm till next morning..yikes..

so now on sunday evening,im waiting formy parents to wake up frm their uber long nap n bring me n nick out for dinner n movie..i wanna watch dead silence,hair spray,ratatouee[i juz cant spell it!] n 1408..help!lol..but 1408 is reserved for the outing on thurs wif mitch n al n mayb yijie..cant wait..gtg..they hv finally woke up!sotd is 迷路兵's 泪。。oh n omfg!i found out tat cutie boi's b-dae is on 19th of aug!!omgomgomg..19!!ok..onli certain ppl will get my sudden outburst of craziness..

迷路兵 — 泪
深夜里, 无法习惯没有你;
不愿意再走下去。
这距离, 痛得我不能呼吸;
难忘记你的失去。

Chorus:
多少眼泪都无所谓，
我闭上眼睛不能入睡;
只希望你给我一些安慰。

这些眼泪我无所谓，
真心的对待最珍贵。
我回头想起爱情的甜美,永远不后悔。
~End of Chorus~
~music interlude~

~Bridge~
~Chorus~

牵领我进入睡梦追随，
重温过去，我们俩梦中相依偎。
虽是梦幻，愿沉醉

~Chorus~
<—tis is so freaking sad..

2007-08-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

ages since i blogged..cobwebs all arnd here.off to a brand new start.new skin,new playlist.

but before all those,there are definately those stuff tat happened in the lyk 3 wks tat i havent blogged in..frm wat happened on rebe's b-dae to ytd's ui during rc training.rebe's b-dae..nothing much..went out n watched secret on tat day..n it rawks btw..dont wanna talk abt tat day.NEXT.hmm..oh rite..the mac thing..neh..i shall not say..i'll sound realli....too bad mitch doesnt have a blog anymore..or she'll say..ok.then its err..i cant freaking rmb man..but watever..skip all the way to tis wk...actually oso nothing much,except getting bak of results..improved for most stuff but dropped tremendously for sci..

anws,skip to ytd's rc training..lyk omfg..we had to wear uni throughout the training juz for ui..in case ur wondering,ui stands for uniform inspection.had a short ui,followed by rck accred..AGAIN..they lyk totally lost the results of our previous 1 so we had to retake for the sake of getting a badge on our uni..tat took lyk damn long..den it was footdrill till the end of training..its gd tat they split us up..even though the pace of the grp im in is lyk snail slow..but im afraid tat if i go to the other grp,it'll be too fast for me..so im stuck in the middle..its a DUH thing to go to the slackier squad tat has life much easier for me...

oh rite,n tonight,i mean last nite [on account tat its 2am in the morning] was the css 2 finals!cant believe benji didnt become the male champ..or actually the overall champ..well,its not realli cant believe..its actually all expected alreadi..for tis kind of comp,the guys ALWAYS wins..dont noe y,but they juz do..but no use brooding over wats alreadi happened n cant b changed..time to slp..nite ppl..SOTD is let u go by ashley parker angel.

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time
And you know it,don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know

It's not like i haven't tried
Over and over again
Stupid fights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...

Chorus:
I remember when you came with me that night
We say forever ,that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go
~End of chorus~

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know

It's not like we haven't tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights wrong or right
Goodbye...

~Chorus~

I gotta let you go..
It's you
There's nothing I can do

I remember when you came with me that night
You said forever [X2]

Here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let you go..

~Chorus~

2007-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

long time since i posted..lets see..

on tuesday,went to meet rebe..its been confirmed..triple hotness is frm bendemeer!!he's a sec 3..n he's in 1 of the smart ass classes in tat sch.lyk omg!lol..ponned 1st aid to go meet my dearest da jie!lol..been ages man..she's still the same..

on wednesday there was no pw..so fretted for nothing..oh n chinese lesson has become poem writing lesson instead..me mitch n al were writing lots n lots of poems in cls..actually not alot lar..but still..n surprisingly erika gave me a diff comment compared to the others for tis 1 poem..oh n many ppl lyk the line 'lose myself in the heaven of your eyes..'lol..i love poetry!lol..

thursday was much happier before 6..mr rizal gave chocs to the cls..after sch stayed bak for 1st aid..n the theory paper sucks man..i passed by rite but they onli count 75% n above as a pass..so spent the rest of the night studying for sfa..dont noe wat tym i fell aslp but i didnt even noe cos i woke up slping on the wrong side of the bed wif a pile of my notes next to me n the lights r not even off..n tat was lyk arnd 4 in the morning..so frm 4 to 6.30,i continued studying,even though i nearly fell slp quite a few times..so had lyk at the most 4 to 5 hrs of slp tat day..argh..

friday..kao cha,spa n sfa..help!screwed kao cha..my mind was blank..spa was crap..gave shitty answers tat i dont even realli understand wat im talking abt..sfa..argh..it was so bloody easy..as in the theory..it was lyk common sense lar..actually dont even need to study..practical was lyk wth..its lyk 1 person does it n it represents the whole grp..n the bandaging was crap..evry single thing we did was totally wrong..n i was lyk we're sooo gonna fail tis..n guess wad?EVERYONE PASSED!!as in some ppl who didnt even though a single bloody thing oso passed..lyk omfg..i mean lyk ya,we passed,shuld b happy..b there's tis feeling of guilt there..lyk we didnt deserve it at all..but ya,the seniors were realli happy n we got off the hook frm pt bcos of tat!lol..n captain's ball sucks wif a lot of ppl playing..

anws,gtg..adios ppl..sotd is jay chou's 回到过去..
周杰伦—回到过去
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往那我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间

Chorus:
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
~End of chorus~
*music interlude*

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去一转身孤单已躺在身旁

~Chorus~

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡慢慢下沉

又回到过去

~so what was that for?u just popped out of the blue and we're back to how we were again?im happy but the happiness is all short-lived..n what's with the stare?it makes me feel like how we used to be last year..but things have obviously changed..alot..

I look at you,
You flash a smile,
I give one back,
and drop my file..

A game of rock paper scissors,
for two sqaures of chocolates,
a waste of time it might be,
but in the end you still gave it to me.

A photo with you in front,
that made some people grunt.
As I gaze upon your shadow,
I think of us in a meadow.

One seat taken back,
it caused a little wreck.
a grouping of four,
and you decided it all.

jokes and laughter,
made people wonder.
but any question you ponder,
I would try to give an answer.

sacrifices made..
a chocloate given and a friend played.
was it for each other,
to take a step further?
So many things without an answer..

2007-07-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

TBB under progress..its gonna rock man..no wait..it alreadi does rite now..lawl!
lets see..hmm..wat to blog abt..ahh..TRIPLE HOTNESS!!!me n mitch saw tis guy at boon keng mac 2dae..n he was lyk WOW..he is lyk the mix of these 3 totally hotties,which i wont reveal who they are,so its lyk thrice the hotness..n mitch gave thrice the drool!lawl..she couldnt stop staring n he kept looking at us..we spent quite a long time there,n cos of tat,he knows our exsistance!lawl..tink he is frm bendemeer..he was wearing a black hoodie,like me n mitch!..haha..gonna check frm rebe..but i cant believe bendemeer has cute guys!lawl..no offence lar..but i scanned through their yr bk b4 can.cant believe we go there lyk almost evryday n tis is the 1st tym we saw him there..

anws,anws..SOMEONE suddenly talked to me out of the blue todae n i cant believe i had tat kind of reaction..its juz kinda awkward..but wat if he becomes my guitar teacher?lawl..no way lar..he still has his exam to prepare for..n obviously learning frm some centre is way more advanced den learning frm some guy who services my air-con..he is alreadi learning songs n im still learning chords..how can?!but of course he started much much much earlier den me..but his is classical which wont spoil his fingers so fast lyk mine..i found out tat im gonna b killing 3 of the cells in my fingers cos of guitar..its gonna harden n it'll b lyk juz a piece of dead skin there..tis is the sacrifice i have to make for the sake of music..my finger tips r PINK!wl..n its hurting while im typing or touching anything..argh..cant stand it!gtg..adios ppl!

2007-07-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

argh..2 tests tmr n i cant focus..probably bcos im sitting in front of the com..but it was supposed to b onli for listening to music..but i cant resist..havent blogged for a few days..lets see..ah..friday..racial harmony day..

couldnt get out of amazing race..so was lyk at a lost cos i didnt have a grp..in the end joined tis 2 sec 1 gals frm 1b..den 2 oth guys frm 1b oso joined cos they oso had no grp n they r lyk clsmates..so pity me..onli sec 2..but surprisingly they were quite ok to get along wif..n amazing race was lyk slightly..SLIGHTLY more fun den i tot it would b..but it was a waste of money on the whole..1st,frm sch we went to mount batten cc..den we went to katong post office which was lyk going bak to sch..den we went to malay village..see..we're going back n forth..den we went to the holy family church..n den we went to the indian temple which was at the bus stop where we came frm to go to the church..-_-..after tat went to kembangan cc..after tat was supposed to go to the mac or kfc near the national stadium but we ran out of time..in the end i tink we had lyk 3 or 2 imcompleted stops..n all we got was some cheapskate goodie bag with a bottle of water,a packet of biscuits n a kitkat..wasted so much money lar..they shuld lyk let us claim the money bak or sth..anws,1 main reason y i tink my grp lost was cos my grp juz loves to stop to buy food to eat..we bought lots of stuff..we stopped at some provision store,a 7-11,some bakery shop etc etc.

so running around n wasting so much money..den when i come bak to sch,rc..wat a perfect day man..1st aid aint tat bad..i found out i can tie a large arm sling the fastest among the sec 2s..lawl..no big achievement..well..kinda..anws,mitch n al kept tinking abt ponning..den they went out of sch n told the ma'am tat they were going to buy a coke bottle..but den lyk missed fall-in n me n yijie realli tot they were gonna pon..but they came bak..after so long..n mitch n al r horny man!long story..nt realli..but i juz dont wanna tok abt it...HORNY!!lawl..n they lyk extended dismissal cos they wanted us to do footdrill..XP n after tat,we still kana pump..wth..late alreadi n they made us even more late..mitch lyk got off the hook cos she faked..wl..she said she had nothing to do wif it..neither did i ppl!!!i didnt even go for the damn camp..wth..n hello,how many of u were running arnd wasting ur money in the east district of s'pore?!?!argh..cant wait for next yr when i'll be 1 of them pumping the juniors instead..but still got slightly less den a yr to go..oh n oso cos of tat,i missed.......arggh..nvm..

so anws,when i reached home,finished dinner,slammed on the sofa n fell aslp..was seriously exhasted so frm 8+,i slpt till 11+ cos nick woke me up..if nt i can bet i can slp till next morning..so i took a shower at almost 12 am..so obviously coundlt slp after tat..oh n did i mention my dad's fren,the 2 brats father,the ultra rich 1 who owns the garfield hse,came to s'pore tat day with his new sports car..the damn ex n so freaking cool 1..it was lyk parked in my "garden" if it can b considered 1..it was so freaking cool lar..even though he shouldnt b driving a car lyk tat for a man of his age..the reminds me of the sliver convertable in transformers tat i love..if onli the 1 in transformers was in black lyk tis 1..it would b the absolute perfect car man..lawl..im going nuts..okay..time to study..so adios ppl..

~9 months + 3 days..276 days..and you are still on my mind..2 months + 4 days..65 days..I'm supposed to be getting over you..but still nothing..Within that 1 month,it changed back to like before..This is gonna be impossible..help..how am I supposed to do tis?

2007-07-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

cl sucks..hxh onli told us tis morning tat the 3rd chapter is also tested n den cos many of us cant learn 15 more bloody words,adding on to thte 28 of them so fast..so its postponed to next thurs..so wasted tat 1hr learning those 28 words when i could hv been focusing on sci..

sci is screwed too..i err.."fell sick" in the middle of the day n kept having the pukey feeling n couldnt concentrate on neither studying or answering the for the test..so the 25marks is so gone..haiz..

feeling much better now..ty to jiayu n erika n deniese for waiting with me..n big thnks to jiayu for helping me bring my bag out of the clsn oso big thnks to erika for helping me carry my bag frm sch all the way to munchy donut..they offered..=X but tnks loads ppl..

so tmr is rh day..but im in the stupid amazing race thing..how m i supposed to run when im "sick" ?n i dont even hav an idea as to wat grp im in..crap..argh..

oh ya,had my 1st guitar lesson today..it was so unexpected..my dad's fren,tis guy who services my hse aircon,surprisingly noes how to play the guitar..so my dad was talking to him..n suddenly i find myself learning how to tune my guitar..not easy i can tell u..n tat guy changes chords so freaking fast man.i still need time to position my hand properly on the frets n the strings..n it does hurt man..as in pressing the strings..my hand is still aching as i type..heng is my left hand..or how m i supposed to write anymore?oh well..no pain no gain..stick to that motto n i'll get through tis..oh well...tym to go practice on my guitar now..adios ppl.sotd is 靠岸 by 林宇中
你坐花我身边
可是表情很不自然
聊的话很半凡
却很悲伤

你说你不相信
活着就足为了梦想
甚至你更怀疑
什么是地久天长

咖啡麻醉不了孤单
只会让心更烫
哦都一样
所谓梦想
终究飘飘荡荡
在迷乱的台北流浪
寻找一个幻想
突然很渴望在我身上
找到你要的靠岸

这一刻
当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿
爱情早已经开始始
思念早己经蔓延

咖啡麻醉不了孤单
只会让夜更长
我也一样
飘飘荡荡
眼神交换迷惘
在冷漠的台北流浪
找一个避风港
突然很渴望在你身上
也找到我要的
靠岸

2007-07-14T23:46:00.001+08:00

bored bored bored..not much ppl on9..ppl i can talk to r either not on9 or juz went off9..no 1 to tok to at all rite nw...haiz.there's lyk nothing much to do on9 these days..n hw is juz crap..copy out san zi jing for handwriting competition?i alreadi noe my handwriting's no good..dont nd u ppl to tell me..

forgot to mention on my previous post tat i found out tat i can actually shoot 3 pointers..lol..wow..haha..i usually wont play b-ball during p.e.s but there was seriously nothing to do at all..so went to join the ppl at the b-ball court n started shooting..n i wuldnt bother to even try shooting 3 pointers in the 1st place but some1 started to do so n the rest followed suit..n wow..a few 3 pointers in a row..lawl..okay im so freaking bo liao..argh...

mitch told me she was enroling for classes at yamaha..wl..how can she pang seh her guitar partner lyk tat?now guitar partners all gone le lar..n she is gonna get her cert when i was the 1 crapping so much abt it in the 1st place..once again,OH THE IRONY! argh..im lyk kinda freaking pissed..but i hv no idea who i shuld direct tis anger at..at her dad for making her enrol?!haiz..

haven talked to rebe for ages..wonder how she's doing..her msn is a bust so she has to go to yahoo messenger..but hardly seeing her on9 nowadays..life's freaking boring w/o u gal..u shuld know tat..suddenly hv the urge to talk to corry..in case u ppl dont noe,she's my er jie..is been lyk lightears since i talked to her or even saw her..but dont noe wats the right time to call..tats wat happen when u dont keep in touch wif ur gd frens..miss u 2..n we r sooo getting together on rebe's b-dae..dont noe how but totally going to..

nothing more..adios..sotd is 最近 by 李圣杰..dont noe y but suddenly lyk tat song..

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

2007-07-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

the 1st rcy training in term 3..first aid!for lyk the whole training man..i mean i lyk 1st aid wayyyyy better den footdrill,but there r oso other things rite?lyk recre..sfa coming!yikes..help!2 wks time leh..n now den they start..it wuld b so malu if a red cross cadet fails first aid..n there was cpr today..they wanted evry1 to try..but 5 ppl were spared bcos of the lack of time,including lucky me..lol...many ppl lost their first kiss to the cpr dummy!haha..it was lyk making our in front of so many ppl..n the method for the choking thing is juz crude..u hav to lyk hug the person n stuff..lol..lucky i partnered my husband..lol..n its our 9mth ani today!but so sad..no money to buy prezzie..so juz give each oth a hug..haha..tats wat poor ppl hv to do..eat maggie mee unlyk ppl who eat 1 bowl $10+ ramen..

anws,feel lyk changing my skin..as in blog skin!dont b lyk some ppl..lol..getting tired of seeing tis..n i tink im gonna take away the imeem player in the new skin..its lyk kinda annoying to hv to keep updating the playlist..so mayb i'll juz change to the 1 song kind..saves a lot of time..but it depends on the new skin..which i haven found yet..feel free to give suggestions ppl..im so so so bored!argh..well,gonna go catch up on my Zs now..adios!n sweet dreams!

2007-07-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored..dont feel lyk doing lit..left vocab bk under my table [but i alreadi finished half of the words frm 121 to 280]..i dont noe how to do the australian maths thing..i hv some probs wif sets n venns but its gonna be run throughed tmr..so wat m i to do?blog.

lets see..wat to blog abt??hmm..well,firstly,mitch came to my hse ytd..n she says its very nice..lol..she went to tell her les partner oso..haha..she loves the little display set/musical box where i keep my accesories.its lyk an antique alreadi..she loves my big screen tv =D..we watched mtv ft gc tat i recorded long long ago..n we oso watched the vry 1st epi of supernatural,oso recorded 1...the ghost is called CONSTANCE WELCH..i tink the surname is spelt sth lyk tat..but the main thing is the first name..n americans hv a funny way of pronouncing constance..n last but nt least,she loves my GUITAR!!she created lots n lots of noise pollution..oh n apparently the guitar strings r ultra ultra sharp..i cut my finger cos of it..n mich is afraid of blood..n she's in rcy..oh the irony..

so today is the last day of the chou yi chou,jiang yi jiang..so sad..cant slack anymore..but i dont realli pay tat much attention anws..was too busy playing wif my string =) its fun...if u rmb,its the string tat many ppl loved to play during their pri sch days..i started playing again cos mitch took it out frm my cupboard n it caused me to hv tis want to rmb all the steps tat we used to noe how to do last tym..some china guy came up to mitch today after we went our seperate ways at farrar park mrt..we were playing wif the string the hold tym in the mrt n the guy was lyk surprised tat we knew how to play cos he claims tat the game is frm china..lyk hello?tat game has been played in spore for ages..i tink even my grandma played it in her time..who knows..mayb s'pore is the 1 created tat game n it was brought over to china?ok watever..anws,munchy donuts hav nice flavours..but the worker juz dao-ed me n mitch when we went there ytd n went on to serve the ppl behind us..wth..wasted our tym.we were in a rush ytd n she juz took her own sweet time..

ppl r having quite a hard time in dnt,having to draw out watever they r gonna put on the top of the mechanism n cut it out n den file n do all those troublesome stuff while im there trying to find sth to do cos i alreadi got everything i need..2cocktail umbrellas n 2 super cute hamtaro figurines tat im super sad to hav to give up cos of tis project..im soooo taking it back after the project!so im juz waliking arnd cls,kapo-ing to wat isabel n erika r doing..n isabel keeps coming to me forr advice as to wat to do for the project since im so free..unfair unfair..i noe..but its to the others n nt me..haha..ok tats lyk so sadist..but still..its ur own choice to choose wat u want on the top of the mechanism..i juz happened to choose sth tat i dont hv to make out of wood myself..

im dying of boredem here..so i shall slp earlier 2nite..need to catch up on my Zs alot..so adios ppl..

2007-07-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

live earth was..well..nt what i expected..fell aslp in the middle of the nite anws..n apparently my sofa makes a vry gd bad..lol.onli the artists frm new york were gd..or rather,i onli noe the artists from new york..anws gave up on it long long ago..

few more days n mitch is gonna get her guitar..u wuld noe if u looked at my tagboard n see the countdown she's doing there..so a few more days n we're officially gonna start learning how to play guitar..oh n mitch is coming over tmr after sch to see my guitar..lol..i noe she cant wait..lawl..she's been staring at the pic of my guitar for days..haha..

oh n ytd,on the way to RI n the way back,we passed by tis sch..nt juz any sch..snoopy's sch!!lawl..n some ppl juz realised they r super jealous of it cos it is so freaking big with a swimming pool n their own stadium etc..tat was so a few yrs ago..lawl..but cant blame them..they lyk nvr been to tat part of s'pore..lol.s'pore is so small but certain ppl juz nvr visited evrywhere b4..oh the irony..lawl..n im wondering how long is it gonna take for tat stupid tool bar to get bak to its normal self so i can change colour n size n font..argh..nothing else..ciao!

2007-07-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

RI rawks man..n by tat i mean the sch..it is so freaking big..so 2dae's training,we went there lyk juz to play games..poison ball was fun..had to re-play twice..but in the very last game where we made it,all 4 ppl left,including me,were all frm tk!lol..anws,my grp..[grp 3..the bad guys..-.- lame name rite?blame the grp mentor..] won!no biggie..we sorta cheated..sorta..cos of the mentor..lol..evrything has to do wif the mentor..n RI ppl..no..RI red cross ppl..r lame..they were trying to tell jokes n make things funnier..but they were lyk so diao lar..n i can honestly say,most of the RI guys we saw were lyk..eek..me n xinyi were trying to find marcus..lol..but no hope lar..haiz..n RI ppl gave us files n a metal hand thingy as the prize 4 being the 1st..on the files they drew tis design thing..nt bad nt bad..but i tink is use stencil 1 lor!lol..n the metal hand is cute..as in the kind where u use a piece of metal n start bending n bending till u get sth..talk to the hand..lawl..

anws,watching live earth..sleeping in the living room 2nite..but uptill now nt much gd singers..haiz..gtg..adios

2007-07-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

okay..so 2dae sucked..im starting to hate fridays..pe..i had stomach cramp so i was excused..but still..seeing the others run until lyk tat..haiz..den chinese..boring boring boring..el..scold scold scold scold..n farida was stupid enuf to use permenant marker to write on the white board..so she had to go over everything wif whiteboard marker again..but it still doesnt come off..she wont care wuld she?she wuldnt give a damn..after recess..sci..the experiment was crap..couldnt finish it so we were released late..den mr rizal was pissed..he kept saying tat he cant use the whiteboard..but wat can we do?its farida's fault lar..so bcos we came late 4 maths,had to stay bak 4 10mins after lit..but it felt lyk less den tat though..den fall-in..shit lar..juz wasted our time..den off to pp..onli good thing abt 2dae..we had nothing to do so we juz walked arnd n arnd n arnd..den we went to do tat erm..wat do u call it?the 1 where u colour the thing n stuff..den u can stick it on ur window..the 1st 1 was ruined..mainly cos of al..lol..jkjk but she bought it in the end..den me n cher each bought another 1 n did ourself..lol..but the design not vry nice lor..n e lady has a prob man..so after tat came bak hm..bak to the big empty hse..argh..ok..its t tat big..n nt tat empty..but still..oh n mitch pang seh-ed me juz cos she woke up late!how can she do tis to her bgr[bus,guitar n riot] partner?!so the bus ride bak hm was actually more of emo den boring..was listening to songs n stuff juz poped into my mind..n mitch's attempt at getting me to stop tinking abt those stuff was juz sick..but it didnt work..haiz..anws..juz watched ti movie called 恋爱初歌 or love @ first note in el..it rawked man..even though i missed lyk the 1st 20mins,it was still damn nice..the songs in the movie were lyk WOW..even though they were in cantonese which i cant understand..they were still damn nice..anws,gtg le..going to ri 4 combined training tmr..-__- adios ppl!btw,sotd is 回到过去 by Jay Chou..

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看著凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡
意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去
沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看著凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉
想回到过去

2007-07-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

taken frm quizilla..its so cool lar..it even works on my bro..for more optical illusions, go to http://www.quizilla.com/users/XxxblackandwhitexxX/quizzes/optical%20illusions/ n credit goes to mitch 4 finding tat for me.

anws,tuesday sucked..cos of the chou yi chou jiang yi jiang thing..n i ha being reg. no. 1!!!argh!i juz suddenly forgot evrything i wanted to blog abt..o_O i'll edit tis when i rmb..yikes..anws..adios. oh n btw,im sooo jealous of merilyn for being able to watch css2 live on monday..n benji got highest!lol..yar,i noe its lag..but im still happy bout it =)

2007-06-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

so on friday i had eh..a breakdown i shall call it..those who saw me..err..break down n asked wether i was ok,thanks for the concern..realli appreciate it..realli.n i dont cry bcos im sick kay..im nt tat sick anws..n the crying was bcos of another reason..sort of family prob..n i got sick oso bcos of tat family prob..but ya..i did cry..but it was bcos i was holding bak for far too long..

anws,forget abt all those sad n unhealthy things!i got great news!!well,for me tat is..*drumrolls* i got my guitar!!!lol..i noe wat ur tinking "muz i give a damn?" lol..but its a great deal to me lar..1 more step nearer to the accidentals! lawl..been strumming all day long n creating noise pollution..lol..but my dad n bro oso..hahas..it'll be so cool when i can properly play a song..wuhahahas. oh n mitch,cool down lar..ur mum will come through..rmb!future guitar partners!lawl..but juz a guitar brings back so many things..tat broken promise..all those days n nites..haiz..did tis erm..'test' n found out tat things hv changed alot..how come he is now the friendly n caring 1?was giving up rite??will it become vice versa???anws, sotd is damn regret by red jump suit apparatus..apart from the 1st paragraph,the rest of the lyrics r quite right..

The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I'll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won't care

We're high above the ground
We're nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

[ Chorus: ]
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care

Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

[ Chorus ]
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?
You're the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one's there
And when I'm lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

[ Chorus: ]
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

2007-06-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

woots!me n mitch r gonna learn guitar!!!lol..guitar partners!!haha..she wants a black 1 n i want a white 1..if i can find 1 tat is..white is lyk quite rare i think..n its oso quite ex..we havent even started learning yet n we're lyk fantasizing abt starting a band..THE ACCIDENTALS!!!cool name rite?haha.but seems lyk e others arent realli enthu abt e idea..lol..mitch is e most enthu 1 of course!cos she wants e lead guitarist spot!hell no!its mine!!lol..go play rythm lyk ur billy lar!lawl.still havent adjusted bak 2 normal sleeping tym..harder den i thought..but i actually realli took e medicine 2dae..when i said i was gonna do it on monday..still sneezing lyk hell..but sneezing more at hm.bought nail polish at chameleon 2dae..its e transparent kind wif stars..tempted 2 paint larx..but i shall b patient..ok..tym 2 go do yuxi n study 4 sci n maths..adios!sotd is 换季 by 金莎..

是泪滴结束每段感情
要时间忘记想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁让心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁让心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

2007-06-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

1st day of sch..sian..i had lyk 2hrs of slp??was yawning all e way through geog n it..cant believe dnt is on tuesdays nw..1st period somemore..which means i gotta do e face thing n e sketches 2nite..crap.my face thing isnt working properly!!help!glad i could change place 2dae..sitting wif erika in e 3rd row of the 3rd erm...row? lol..i hope they wont make us seperate e tables..i prefer sitting lyk tat..n im so glad tat farida isnt here 2dae..she wuld totally ruin e 1st day of sch 4 me..nt tat i enjoyed it..half e tym im struggling 2 stay awake n e oth half im bored 2 death..n apparently i juz cant grow..while others do,lyk they juz suddenly shoot up..argh..i hate my height man..sneezing e shit out of me rite nw..used up a box of tissue le..im gonna drink cough medicine n it'll help me wif my slping prob too..tink im gonna leave e face thing 4 tmr..i'll ask e cher 4 help..so nw tym 4 e sketching..i hv no idea how 2 draw e mechanism inside..help!nothing more..sotd 4 2dae,不远 by elva

不远--萧亚轩
突然那几秒
好像天使飞过
看著你微笑
那段时间都禁止
远远的注视
仿佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人
在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福
不远处的我在默默祝福
对你的期待
每段都有记载
每一个眼神
我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞
不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了
当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福
我站在你不远处..哦
歌词提供再兴
不远处的我在默默的等
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福..
不远处的我
在默默的等祝福..

2007-06-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

last day of hols blues!i want a longer hols..in fact,i wuldnt mind if i had e whole yr off!den dun nd go 4 streaming n watnot..still haven finished all the hw..im almost there!history deadline is tis friday so im nt realli worried..tat sounds so slopish..but there's always e old excuse of my printer running out of ink if e cer asks 4 it tmr..oh n i nd 2 get e letter 4 nt going 2 camp done by 2nite..or else sure die..but mitch wuld oso b there 2 die with me..misery loves company =) lawl..n gene,im realli sry but i havent got u a prezzie yet..but i alreadi got sth in mind..hehe..ok..tym 4 hw..bye ppl..n enjoy e last day of hols while u can..

2007-06-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!actually nth much 2 post abt actually..but i shall actually post a quiz 4 e 1st tym in my life..haha..noe y?u shall see..^_^ tis quiz is frm tis a forwarded email..n i juz so happened 2 open my inbox 2dae *gasps* hah..so lets start the copying n pasting..

Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character.Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble?A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters.The information that was gathered was made into this test: Answer all the questions with what describes you best, add up all your points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done!

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt) [music is e lanuage of love??]
e) Going to the movies (3 pts)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts)
b) Alternative (1 pt)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts)
d) Country (5 pts)
e) Pop (3 pts)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts)
b) Horror (1 pt) [horror 4 movies!romance 4 dramas!]
c) Musical (3 pts)
d) Romance (4 pts)
e) Documentary (5 pts)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts) [dont ask..i oso duno y..]
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts)
c) Teacher (3 pts)
d) Police (2 pts)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts)
b) Read (4 pts)
c) Watch television (2 pts)
d) Listen to music (1 pt) [nt juz in my spare tym..almost all the tym!]
e) Sleep (3 pts)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt)
b) White (5 pts)
c) Sky Blue (3pts) [blue evrywhere!]
d) Dark Blue (2 pts)
e) Red (4 pts)

7. What do you prefer to eat right now?
a) Snow (3 pts)
b) Pizza (2 pts)
c) Sushi (1 pt) [jap food is my fave man!]
d) Pasta (4 pts)
e) Salad (5 pts)

8. What is your favorite holiday?
a) Halloween (1 pt)
b) Christmas (3 pts)
c) New Year (2 pts) [countdown parties r always fun!]
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts) [always wanted 2 go there!duno why though..]
b) Spain (5 pts)
c) Las Vegas (1 pt)
d) Hawaii (4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone smart (5 pts)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts) [obviously muz fun ma]
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts)

Now add up your points and find out the ans u hv been waiting for!

1+3+1+4+1+3+1+2+4+3=23
oh gawd..im snoopy..gahh..is tat a sign?!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme.You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life.Others may not see things as youdo,but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right.Try to remember your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun, you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you are never out of style. You are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned. Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times.

(24-28 points) You are Elmo: You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer, if not you will have many conflicts with life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people, and then you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: You are tender,you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker. Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. Maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes.

2007-06-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

didnt come on9 4 3days alreadi..hah.cos of my drama marathon!was supposed 2 onli do it after all e hw..but juz culdnt resist..it was a 2005 k drama tat mum bought n didnt watch till nw..-.- but its realli realli nice..finished all 17 dics within 2days..each discs arnd 1hr++ wor!hah.its called sassy girl.chun-hyang.so obviously e female lead is chun-hyang..e male lead is super super cute!played by Jae Hee..n i lyk his name in e drama..梦龙 nice rite?well..at least i tink so..e movie is real funny n real sad too..when i watched some of them with mum,she asked me y i didnt cry..well duh..i was holding bak so she cant see me crying..if she actually looked close enuf,she wuld realise tat my eyes r totally red n there were tears in my eyes..some how e music plays a realli big part in e movie cos it oso causes e effect of making me cry..added 5 of e songs frm e ost on my playlist..nt easy 2 find can. wonder where i can dl them..any1 noe? e story is supposed 2 b frm some realli old korean story..n apparently both e leads hv fake noses..lawl..both mum n dad say so..but e gal's 1 is more obvious..dad has tis thing 2 tell wether its fake..he says some side is lyk err..nvm..i dont realli noe how 2 say it..but even wif a fake nose,e gal is still quite chio n e guy is still totally cute..haha

n i found out tat jae hee is in tis new k drama called witch amusement..n it oso stars kim jeong hoon.woots..totally gonna watch it..but obviously,it'll take a few yrs since its onli coming out in korea tis yr..but its worth e wait!

i realise alot of korean hv e same kind of erm..how do i say it..erm storyline i tink..1st of all,they will hv 2 main ppl hu will fall in love in e end..den there will b 2 more ppl hu r supposed 2 lyk e main leads too..den there's e oh so standard thing of accidentally falling in love where e gal is lyk helping e guy in some way with a fake marriage or sth lyk tat..den e gal falls in love wif e guy n so does e guy after a while..but e gal den has 2 give him up 2 protect him..den a few yrs later,they will meet by accident n they will get bak together n happily ever after..full house was lyk tat..my girl was lyk tat..sassy girl.chun-hyang is oso lyk tat..goong oso kinda lyk tat..i guess there's juz no more creativity left in tis world..haha..but at least they change it a little..n they juz always make me cry..except 4 some..anyways,gotta go clear up tat ton of hw le..adios..btw,sotd is 北极星的眼泪 by 张栋梁..

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

2007-06-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

spent the whole day watching my recorded shows..finishing a wk of yuan dian within a day is nice..lyk hving a drama marathon..speaking of drama marathon,shall hv 1 soon..my standard hols tradition.still tinking of e drama though..n i still hv 3.4 discs of ffx n ffx2 to watch..oh,n i realised i haven even listened 2 e minutes to midnight i bought during e trip..loads of stuff 2 do during hols..but e most impt is tat ton of hw..gasps..gotta finish them 1st..

missing my dearest da jie..she left ytd juz e day tat i came bak..hah..oops..tym 4 css results!

bak!cant believe amy n wilson got out =(..but benjamin got in!i find him looking super alike some1..n even dad n nick said so w/o me mentioning anything..*gasps*but true lar..except 4 e hair n height..n he wuld nvr wear clothes lyk tat..but its gd 2 accept tat fact..in some way..anws,ending wif sotd..erm..ahh..leave out al the rest by linkin park tat im listening 2 rite nw..adios.

Leave out all the rest--Linkin Park
I dreamt I was mising
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with these fear
What am I living
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Dont be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you learnt to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

2007-06-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

home sweet home.any1 missed me?lawl..so lets see wat i did tis wk.
so on 3rd,i took a plane 2 redang island..e airport was lyk wow..didnt noe it can be so abandoned n quiet n small..they hv no speaker..so there's tis guy hu goes arnd reminding ppl 2 check-in n etc. n the same guy is e 1 doing e check in -_- n e same guy is e 1 hu takes ur ticket b4 u board e plane..n e plane is lyk O_o..they r say abt 30 seats or so..n u get 2 choose where u wanna sit..n e plane flies at height where u can still see e city or wateva tat is below u..n e airport of e island is lyk wow..it onli has 1 lvl n its abt e size of my hse..or mayb slightly bigger..

so a shutttle came 2 pick us at e airport 2 e resort..which is lyk 10 mins away..so it waws arnd 5 or 6+ when we checked in..all e guests live in chalets..n each chalet has 4 rooms..as in 4 rooms lyk hotel rooms..so imagine e squeezy-ness esp after adding an extra bed..after tat,spent e rest of e tym swimming at e pool n beach till 7.30..n after bathing n watever,it was tym 4 dinner..dinner was ok..but after tat e adults talked n talked n talked till i got so freaking bored tat i went bak 2 e room n den ya..watever..im too lazy to say evrything tat happened..

2nd day on e island was pretty much e same except tat i had 2 wake up extra early cos we had 2 prepare 4 e snorkeling trip..n dad is blur enuf 2 tell me it's diving which got me so excited 4 nothing..n after tat is shopping trip at tis other hotel which we had 2 take a speed boat 2..now here's e nice part..4get hair dryers n watever..juz a 10min ride on a speed boat n ur totally dried n as a bonus,u'll even get a new hair style!lawl..tat was wat happened 2 my bro..his hair was lyk so funky after he got off e boat..and e rest is history..

3rd day,swimming again!how nice!-.-den e flight was in e noon n we reached kl in e late afternoon..so was finally bak at e nice big hse..(even if e hse is nice,doesnt mean e ppl r)noe y its nice?cos there were garfields evrywhere!garfield plushies,doorknobs,hangers,plates,bowls,pictures,stickers etc etc.lawl..there were even garfields in e toilets..hah.den e rest is boring,boring..n e next day,went up 2 genting..n it was oso boring..n e hotel room tat we stayed in sucked!ok so sucky 4 2 days..except 4 jap food n coffee bean..den bak 2 e garfield filled hse..n rest is juz shopping,eating n a total snore fest..except when i get 2 use e com at e hse..

so i juz wasted 1 wk away lyk tat..oh n im sure e rest of e fame totally disagrees wif me..duh..they had ppl they can talk 2..while im stuck being e onli teen there..n gettung annoyed 2 death by 3 brats n my mum's constant nagging..oh n juz 4 e record,i pierced my ears!but onli 1 on each side..u expect some1 lyk my mum 2 let me pierce anymore den tat?hell no!my reaction was actually no reaction..it was juz a little sting..unlyk some other person hu was oso there piercing their ear n cried..anws,its 1 alreadi..ending wif sotd..hmm..how bout 当我想起你 by 张学友.heard it on e radio 2dae..nt realli a fan of him but it sounded nice..oh n blogger is getting siao..i cant change e font or colour or size anymore..isit juz me hving a slow reaction or is any1 else hving e same problem? or mayb its juz my com going nuts again? anws,adios ppl..nite.

当我想起你--张学友
每一年每一月每一夜
没有你总是缺少了一些
面对着眼前的挑战
我像是断的箭
无力冲向前没有明天

但当我想起你
就有无穷的勇气
闭上眼睛吸一口气
再走出新意义
哪怕地动山移
只要有你在心里
这生命充满了奇迹
爱就是一切的动力

多少风多少云
多少雨躲过去
总又必须再相遇
挖空了心耗尽了力
却输给了天意
陷入黑暗中
在孤独里

不管努力上千万次
梦想它在哪里
挖空了心耗尽了力
最后遗失了我自己

只要想起你
就有无穷的勇气
闭上眼睛吸一口气
再走出新意义
哪怕地动山移
只要有你在心里
这生命充满了奇迹
爱就是一切的动力

有了爱一切都可以

2007-06-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!in kl rite nw..while the rest of the fam r slowly enjoying the delicious seafood dinner,im here blogging on dad's phone...cos i hv hungrily gobbled dwn mine.tats the gd thing abt hving a dad hu has an n95.but weirdly,i cant see my tagboard properly...e 3 hr journey here was juz argh..dad screamed at mom n she screams at me..e rds were full of roller coasters(my dear bus partner wuld noe wat im tokin abt)n gawd,nick n tat posse of his r driving me nuts!oh,n apparently im getting carsick real easily rite nw..n tats nt gd 4 e flight tmr..praying tat i can somehow break my routine of puking upon landing on e to trip..anws,gna try n see wether i can go on9 via my dad's phone.adios ppl!

2007-06-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

leaving tmr morning..duno wether it'll b a gd hols..but i noe i can onli look 4ward 2 scuba diving..but wif those 3 annoying devils,i mean kids,there,how m i realli 2 enjoy myself?at least i'll hv my mp3 n 'grim tuesday' 2 accompany me..

on monday,went bak 2 sch 4 maths remedial..went 2 2B n saw a note saying 2 go 2 coe rm..being a little late,i tot tat there were ppl hu r hving maths remedial there..so i juz opened e door n found out tat o juz interrupted e commitee training..so malu man..n i oso found out tat i was e onli 1 there!i was sooo wishing tat i didnt go..so mr rizal got me 2 sit outside e stuff room were it was super sunny n stuffy 2 start on e hols hw..soon after,roszy arrived..thnk gawd..den he made me lyk teach roszy some of e stuff she missed..i suk at graphs n i still had 2 teach her..den hamizah came..n we went 2 sit under e rotunda..den things got awkward..cos committee ppl came dwn 4 their break n sec 4s came dwn oso..n they were looking at us lyk 0_O..but we got free food frm e left over of e committee training breakfast n lunch..but we onli took e breakfast 1..being e daughter of parents in e food business,i hv 2 say,e bee hoon sucked..no offence 2 hu ever ate it n tink its nice..anws,was supposed 2 go bak wif my bus partner tat day but mr rizal extended e remedial by an hr so she culdnt wait cos she had sth on..oh well..

ending wif sotd..你不知道 by 杨韵禾..oh,n btw,me n rebe hv decided 2 create a joined blog out of bo liaoness..still working on e skin..coming soon.anws,enjoy n adios ppl!dont miss me 4 tat 1wk =D

你不知道--杨韵禾
把回忆重新翻一遍
重温我们的交集点
有点甜也有点远

一切的开始就像昨天
剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼还看得见

我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念
何时你才会发现

[chorus]
你不知道我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收到
我要怎么办才好

你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道
有天你能否只对我好

可不可以靠近一点
记住这张爱你的脸
闭上眼等待永远

我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念
何时你才会发现

[chorus(x2)]
你不知道我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收到
我要怎么办才好

你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道
有天你能否只对我好

2007-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

omg!!!omg!!! i juz found out tat rebe was oso at bukit chandu on tues at e same tym!i did see some bendemeer ppl but e guys were in long pants so i tot tat they were upper sec ppl..but i 4got tat onli e sec 1 bois in her sch wear shorts..omg man..imagine wat wuld hv happened if we did meet..omg man..see larr..tats e problem when best friends dont keep in contact properly..oh,n beatty sec was oso there!but didnt see any ex-mts ppl..well..was looking tat carefully ma.

anws,alrdi starting 2 feel sian n its onli e 1st day of hols..still got a whole oth mth 2 go,1st day alrdi rotting..middle of e mth sure decomposed le..

msged michelle juz nw n she was oso msging me at e same tym..lawl..great minds tink alike she says..hah.talking 2 her bout results 4 a while,i suddenly realised tat i seriously nd 2 buck up or i'll nvr meet my standards..oh gawd..there's gonna b a hell lot of studying tis hols..

nth much 2 post abt le..so shall end wif sotd..contagious by avril lavigne from her new album the best damn thing tat my dearest concubine has lent 2 me <33>

Contagious--Avril Lavigne
When you're around I don't know what to do
I do not think that I can wait
To go over and to talk to you
I do not know what I should say

And I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me cry

[Chorus]
It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high
All the time

They all say that you're no good for me
But I'm too close to turn around
I'll show them they don't know anything
I think I've got you figured out

So I walk out in silence
That's when i start to realize
What you bring to my life
Damn this guy can make me smile

[Chorus]
It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high

I'll give you everything
I'll treat you right
If you just give me a chance
I can prove I'm right

[Chorus (x2)]
It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high
All the time

2007-05-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

淋雨中--林宇中
风吹乱的头发
在我眼前挣扎
把想你剪成几段
沙沙的彷徨
雨有一点急躁
在我脸上涂鸦
把心情画得乱七八糟
滴答滴答响
我手上没有伞
分手的信有一张
我没有哭是雨水渗透
写你爱他那一行
我在淋雨中
看你步上彩虹
我分不了轻重
你幸福我该否祝福
我在淋雨中
背着你走不动
我还有一个梦
被雨水带离我的天空
我的笑容会很酷
若和你们巧碰
放心我会收起我的痛
停雨之后我不会再哭

was listening 2 tis song wif erika while it was raining on e way bak frm bukit chandu on tues..lets see..tues nth much..wed : pretty much vry slack..played e same game again we played on mon..kinda getting sian le..4 cl,we watched cars..but n cl..-_-..after tat was el,where farida didnt show up n we slacked 4 2 whole periods.den it was sci..at 1st tot culd slack..but den e cher showed up n got us 2 e lab..life sci is actually quite fun..e glo-germ thing was cool..except tat it was damn hard 2 get off u hands.denit was e sc investiture which was seriously boring..e bois were slping during e goh's speech..lets see..2dae: last day of sch!woots!oso quite slacky..1st period slack.2nd n 3rd watched e continuation of cars..den geog oso slacked..el..farida came in screaming away..den dnt..lecture 4 e 1st few mins den we did e cool face thing.i decided 2 go wif a bunny..letting its ears n teeth move..haven cut it out yet..den last period,hear my say by e last 2 ppl den arranged table n chairs n dismissed.after tat dad called,saying he was gonna pick me up 4 lunch..went 2 e dunman food centre nearby n went bak 2 sch after tat..got report bk n dad is making me go bak 4 extra math lessons on mon n tues..but at least some of e hols hw wuld b done..after tat,dad made me finish his wk wif him..damn sian so slept in e car..oh,n i love 音乐格斗场!so many celabs n nice songs!!郭品超 is cute n tall man!187!omg...n i still cant believe im still under 1.6..argh..shall end e post wif another 2 sets of lyrics..1.普通朋友 sang by 红豆，黄豆 n last but not least,n my fav,青豆!actually is lu dou..but sth wrong wif my com n i cant tym lu..so qing is e same..n they sang e song while playing wif basketballs!anws,2.两个人的风景 sang by 郭品超 as e ending song of 2dae's epi..adios!

普通朋友--陶喆
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

两个人的风景--郭品超
习惯右手总有你
曾经那么的贴近
你撒娇的声音
皱着眉的表情
好想可以在看一次

以为还能牵着你
感受有你的呼吸
你却转身离去
泪水模糊背影
我舍不得将它抹去
baby
还想你还爱你
你知道我的心
永远地守护着
两个人的风景
我不能放弃
就这么心甘情愿宠坏了你
只想证明
好想你好爱你
请明白我的心
让我们再寻找
两个人的风景
我会在这里
等你回头跟我一起
走新的风景

2007-05-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

原来你--范逸臣
我猜不透
你的眼眸
欲止又言
对我诉说
那是快乐
还是寂寞
选择沉默
我背对着
感情再多
被你冷落
我的心痛
无法形容
原来你不是我的彩虹
带给我笑容
原来你住在我的心里
却不知道我的感受
原来爱从来不值得我
为你一直守候
原来爱情独特的温柔
不属于我
原来你离开我的左右
留给我伤痛
原来失去了你的生活
我的星空
不再闪烁
我的爱给得毫无保留
却被你没收
我的爱被你挡在门口
我该不该
继续逗留
我低着头
告诉自己
我该放手

2007-05-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

那年夏天宁静的海--王心凌

那时我们天天在一起

太幸福到不需要距离

很贪心要全世界注意

只是太年轻

快乐和伤心

都像在演戏

一碰就惊天动地

今天看你

昨天的你去了哪里

那年夏天我和你躲在

这一大片宁静的海

直到后来我们都还在

对这个世界充满期待

今年冬天你已经不在

我的心空出了一块

很高兴遇见你

让我终究明白

回忆你真是精彩

还记得一起努力

还有那些一言为定

现在我就当过去是种学习

虽然好不容易

tis is sorta 2 express how im feeling now..

傻瓜--陈奕

不知不觉哭了好久

我还想着你说过的话

你说要一起加油

说要再牵著我

可是我却看不见你的手

那天晚上泪如雨下

我哭倒在房间地板上

随便张望都崩溃

回忆在每个地方

相爱的画面为什么那么心伤

我只是一个傻瓜

为你把眼泪流光

心碎了却还是假装自己好坚强

我笑的好傻

不过在掩饰哀伤

痛的时候才真的看见绝望

为你把力气用光

也许你早就不在我却还在奢望

你走的好静

一点也没有声响

这种离开原来才最叫人永远难忘

there will b 2 main outcomes from it..possibly tis or:

就是爱你--陶喆

我一直都想对你说

你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠

说你会永远陪着我

做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝

我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜

就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式

就是爱你爱着你有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义

就是爱你爱着你甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你

我一直都想对你说

你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠

说你会永远陪着

我做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝

我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你

oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你

oh 就是爱你爱着你不弃不离开不在意一路有多少风雨

就是爱你爱着你放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你

oh 就是爱你爱着你我都愿意

就是爱你爱着你要我们在一起

sth's wrong wif msn again..cant sign in!!feeling e pressure tat i tink most ppl wuld oso go through if they were in my place rite nw..tmr's e big day!help!sos!i tot i got some courage ytd..but bcos of some stuff tat happened 2dae,im getting fickle-minded again..wat if i bak out at e last min?i noe 4 certain some ppl will want 2 kill me..after getting so hyped up 4 me,they suddenly come crashing dwn bcos of tis little lack of confidence?nt gonna b able 2 focus tmr..but i'll try my best..i hv 2..wish mi luck ppl!adios.

2007-05-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

seriously shuld b slping rite nw..but still wide awake..so missed all lessons 2dae cos of e pulau ubin fieldtrip..we reached there at hightide so couldnt go2 chek jawa..cleaned up tis small area at e beach..i wonder y ppl r so bo liao 2 bury plastic bags filled wif sand..but we collected lyk 100 over plastic stuff alone..after tat was sensory trail..lots of mosquitoes man..there was tis plant tat insect repellent is made from n e kiasu bois were busy plucking e leaves..didnt noe so many things can b ate there..lawl..learnt loads..reached sch at 1+ n joined upper sec 4 assembly..there was tis play abt love bites going on..i understand y they didnt get e sec 1s n 2s 2 join..lawl.but it was quite funny lar..after tat had half an hr 2 slack till it was 2..den went 2 pp 4 lunch..consulted e oracle bk 3 tyms 4 e IMPT DECISION tat i hv 2 make by may 18..1st tym was sort of a yes..2nd was mayb n last was totally yes..after tat went hm wif michelle cos she had tuition at 5..nd 2 go le..ending e post wif some pics taken 2dae..

1.the oracle bk of love tat i love n gene tinks its evil
2.'the gypsy sees the image of a zebra: yes, and what an adventure it will be' the last n best ans i got 4 THE QUESTION..
3.star 1:me,bernice,gwen,merilyn n feilicia at ubin pier
4.star 2:me,gene,michelle,almanda n cherlyn at mph
5.moth.giant moth.giant dying moth.ok pardon my bo liao-ness..tis is a giant dying moth found by parent support grp guy in sensory trail.

2007-05-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

主题曲-- 林宇中
回忆的声音
播在夜里
像是一首旋律
多么美丽
那时我很肯定
你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西

再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情
像歌曲陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题

回忆的声音
播在夜里
像是一首旋律
多么美丽
那时我很肯定
你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西

再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情
像歌曲陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题

时间早已忘记
分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆
让我有怀念的勇气

再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情
像歌曲陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题(x2)

lin yu zhong rawks man!it was so cute when he hugged felicia chin on 2dae's epi of the beginning..anws..got bak results 4 history,lit,maths n el paper 2..i word..SUCK!seriously man..i tink mayb all r Cs?!haiz..currently being realli fickle minded abt tis decision i hv 2 make by friday..haiz..lyk e bus stop ad says.."anything can happen on may 18.."anything man!anws,went 2 vivo 2 watch spiderman 3 after e chek jawa tok at sch which was quite nice..took 10 2 vivo..saw e ferris wheel up close..so nice man..totally gonna take a ride when its done..spiderman's ending was sad..harry died=( half-disfigured..me.almanda n michelle cried man..den we went 2 ben n jerry's after e movie..shared a tub of fossil fuel..after tat went hunting 4 me n almanda's anni prezzie..walked past make a bear n we juz had 2 go in..so freaking cute lar tat place..but e price oso equally cute lar..den we walked past toys'r us..they had tis 2 whole blocks of e tikam tikam machines where u put in $1 coins n turn turn turn n tat ting comes out in a capsule..den i suggested 2 go in n i turn 1 4 almanda while she turns 1 for me cos she spent 16 bucks on tis top she bot at ip zone n caused her 2 b almost totally broke..anws,she wanted tis froggy keychain tat comes in diff colours 4 diff b-dae mths..n guess wad?i was super lucky n managed 2 get her b-dae mth 4 her!den she got 4 me tis cinamon roll keychain tat oso comes in diff types..its sooo cute..n michelle gave a shot at froggy n she got feb..*cough cough* after tat went 2 candy empire n bot a wonka bar 4 nick which cost me 6+..he owes me big man..tym 2 go..adios ppl!

2007-05-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

yay..mid yr is over!tym 2 celebrate!anws,lets see..monday was np day..n 1 thing i hv 2 say is thx god im wayyyyyy over snoopy..tues..world red cross day!crap..had 2 b in full u..n i was nearly late!cos i stupidly 4got sth n had 2 go all e way hm 2 take it..n dad was pissed..i chionged 2 sch n put on my boots in dad's car..den changed as fast as i culd n put on e stupid hair net,bun net etc.n den after sum tym had 2 fall in..omg man..some ppl tink we dont exist n say evrything out loud..argh..worst was taking history paper in full u man..some ppl in sch u r alreadi sweating..imagine wearing tat super thick uniform..n cant realli focus..gonna fail again..haiz.wednesday..e most ridiculous day of my life!n guess wat?it caused me 2 stone all e way hm..n so did i on e way 2 tm..e bus ride was long n boring..so sian man..still nd 2 go bak 2 sch 4 pulau ubin lecture tmr..but going 2 vivo after tat 2 watch spiderman 3 wif e ppl..nothing more..so SOTD--空秋千 by 林宇中...e theme song 4 e new ch 8 show tat im actually watching...原点..its nt bad lar..

林宇中--空秋千
荡秋千
来回终究要停在原点
望太远
眼前幸福却忽略
晃半圈
圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍
风就吹散了永远

[Chorus]
还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

荡秋千
来回终究要停在原点
望太远
眼前幸福却忽略
晃半圈
圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍
风就吹散了永远

[Chorus]
还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠
在你影子身边
这公园太想念
你无邪的笑脸

[Chorus (x2)]
还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

(荡秋千
望太远
晃半圈
高一遍低一遍
圆不了爱恋
风就吹散了永远
来回终究要停在原点)

2007-05-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

half way there..4 more 2 go..tis wk was stressful man..finally got tym 2 blog..been mugging through e wk..so glad tat its friday...lets see..monday..hmm..oh rite,e 31 tat me n michelle took met wif an accident!let me recap..'usually me n my bus partner lyk 2 sit at e left sit of e 1st row on e upper deck..but some lady was there so we sat at e one on e right..we were toking n stuff..n juz at e right time when we were toking bout STH,i heard e line 'i'll withstand all of hell to hold your hand' on far away by nickelback..i was lyk freak man..i wanted 2 hear it again so i restarted e song.n juz den,e lady moved so we decided 2 move over..n juz when we sat dwn,e bus crashed!into e car in front of it!n michelle was lyk 'y was i leaning 4ward so much?' my face was nearly crashing into e window..n another thing was tat rite on e crash,we heard e line 'i'll withstand all of HELL to hold your hand' lols..nice tyming rite?'den we were stuck at e traffic light 4 damn long till e bus moved..mum is lyk 'u shuldnt sit at e front row cos if e bus crashes,u'll b e first 1 2 fly out of e window..' lawl..ok.tuesday..nth much..stayed at hm all day 2 study..wednesday..perfect tyming..i recieved a msg e minute i stepped into my rm..n juz nice,e hse phone rings n my tuition teacher rings knocks on e door..weird coincidences..thursday..eh..nth but mugging 4 maths..n today..some singapore telecom guys keep coming in n out of my hse cos they mistook my hse 4 e hse cutie boi's grandpa rented out..n i had 2 b translator cos e ppl upstairs dun understand english..oh,n i rmb on someday of e wk,when chan-ho was invigilating,she wrote e names of e ppl hu had 2 collect e papers on e board..at 1st it was me n zhen hui onli..but den after a while,she decided 2 add more ppl..under my name she put kenneth,n under zhen hui's name,she put deniese..so it became 'constance collect kenneth'..-.- anws,gtg..2 SOTDs today..both by nickelback..far away n someday..
~someday you'll know..

Someday--Nickelback
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Don't think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

Far Away--Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[Chorus]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[Chorus]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

2007-04-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

If I Let You Go--Westlife
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
(close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
(if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
(oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go ?

SOTD 4 2dae..i noe its lyk a damn damn old song..but e lyrics sorta speak 2 e recent happenings..n gene is a meanie!!dun wan tell me..make me so unfocused in evrything..if i fail its her fault!n im still nice enuf 2 change my font size 4 her..lotsa things hv happened in tis wk alone..lets see..ahh..tis wk is mr low's last wk in tk cos he's onli a trainee teacher..boo =( he's sooo much nicer den mrs tan..oh well..n he gave kinder bueno..but it melted by e tym we got bak 2 cls..it tastes funny when its all melted up n stuff..n rebe is kinda funny n yet quite rite actually..shall nt quote..go see urself if u r actually interested 2 noe..im laughing at e stupid things tat i did tis wk juz 4 those sentences..lols..yes,im trying nt 2 make it obvious,yes,i noe u mite noe wat im toking abt,n yes,im apparently toking 2 myself..-_-..ok..crazy moment over.i feel lyk tis wk damn slack man..lots of free periods n juz when mid yr's round e corners..how ironic..oh well..all the more i shuld force myself 2 study..so adios ppl.
~Am I just thinking too much?
Am I making too much of everything?
Is there even a chance in the first place?
Or was all that just an illusion that I cannot stop?
I rather know the truth soon..its better than living in this world of lies everyday..
The sooner I know the truth the better..than u can get the hell out of my mind if things are really just an enjoyable web of deception.

2007-04-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

irony..e things tat can change within minutes..cried ytd..nw tinking bak,its lyk totally childish lar..n im still losing my privacy anws..so wasted tears..jk..but at least i dun fake cry lyk e idiot hu's constantly seeking attention n pity..onli noe how 2 gif me attitude..n hu's e 1 hu gets e fire?me!..ok..bak 2 stuff..mid yr's coming!..ahhh..haven started revising..nd some1 2 lock me in a rm wif nth else but bks..literally nth else but bks..i can even play wif an ant..dad n e idiot hv been wanting 2 go 2 ecp..but i shall nt receed[is tat how u spell it?my spelling is getting worse n worse] 2 temptation..but cycling..e sea breeze..god i miss how i used 2 always go there when i was young..cutie boi frm rebe's sch is moving up stairs!!woots.haha..im nuts..nt confirmed..but his grandpa bot it n e renovations r almost done..so there's a possiblilty..^_^..another gd news is tat e maid mite b here on tues..woots..no more chores!!but 4 nw..still hv 2 b e replacment..tym 2 stop 4 2dae..adios.n gd luck 4 mid yrs!

2007-04-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

my bloody com lags lyk hell man..i hv 2 restart it at least twice b4 it wuld stop hanging..but out of e 20 contacts on9,im nt toking 2 a single 1..so watever la..anws,speaking of bloody..had nose bleed when i was showering juz nw..e water juz started 2 turn bloody..sick?nah..nt realli..its MY blood..lol.dad n nick went swimming juz nw..culd hv gone but was too tired..n didnt wan 2 miss my 8 heroes..its getting nicer n nicer..yi zhen mite b wif su wen after all..ytd's epi was sooo cute..i was lyk aww-ing all e way through..shuld hv reached hm much much earlier 2dae..but went 2 pp 4 lunch n mi lesbain partner n bus partner went 2 cut their hair at roxy sq.was surprised 2 find dad hm b4 me..but he didnt nag..so lucky lar..mid yrs coming real soon..still haven started revising yet..=X.n gene,stop prying answers frm me..i wont tell u till ur on ur deathbed..lol.their showing 海豚湾恋人 again on ch u..rmb watching e show long long ago..n i rmb crying watching e 1st epi..sooo sad lar..shall end wif pics of 海豚湾恋人．

2007-04-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

7 mths 2dae..haiz..still got report 2 do so shall onli post song lyircs 2dae..introduced by rebe..damn damn nice..go hear at frm my playlist..2nd song..rebe oso wanted 2 post e lyrics 4 me on her blog but i oso wan so she's off 2 find another song..lol..enjoy.adios.

梁静茹--勇气
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气去
相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我
虽然心太急更害怕错过你

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

2007-04-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

its 10+..i still got a graph 2 plot,im super freaking tired frm pulau ubin n e right half of my body is injured..n im still blogging..lets start wif e injuries..e right side of my face got whcked by a rugby ball..AGAIN..n e ball lyk pushed my whole cheek muscle bakwards..n i experienced burning pain throughout e day..i HATE rugby!nxt..my whacking arm is still nt healed..argh..lastly,i sprained my leg 4 riding on e bike 4 so long..duno y..ubin was ok lar..poor bernice fell dwn at tis rocky path n i did some 1st aid again uncertified..lol.hey,its nt illegal k?n im nt tat horrible at 1st aid..4got how nice it was 2 cycle..e breeze.e slopes.e speed.shiok man.didnt go frm e punggol way..so didnt pass by mts..=( on e bus going there,we were squashed up..cos there werent enuf seats so gene squeezed wif me n my bus partner.in e middle of e war,e worst casualties r e civilians in e middle..which was me..cycled round e island 4 each checkpoint..after they were done,we went cycling at e mangrove swamp where e path was super rocky,muddy n uneven.but tat's wat makes it challenging rite?oh,i rmbered on e way 2 our 1st or 2nd checkpoint,lotsa dogs walked pass us..in between was tis 1 hu got bitten n u can see his meat near his neck..tis whole big patch of blood n flesh..eww..n it was oso near there where my bike chain suay suay dropped out..gotta thank e parent support grp guy 4 helping me put it bak.when he was fixing,tat bunch of dogs were super near,looking 4 foos in e grass patches or sth.when we got bak into e town,damn tired..n u noe wat refreshed me?a bottle of green tea!cool n refreshing n i poured e whole bottle into my nike bottle..shiok sia.super tired nw...tym 2 catch some Zs..adios.

2007-04-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

my whacking arm hurts again..over use it..n it annoys watever oposing team..lol.on e way hm 2dae,i saw tis middle-aged indian man lying on e side walk near e road..a woman was oso looking staring lyk i was..n she asked mi if he was slping or unconcious..i told her i didnt noe either..i shuld hv done sth abt it..i culd hv..but i juz contined my way on hm..n after i crossed e rd,i looked bak n saw tis man there..n i tink he called an ambulance or sth..thx god he did..i cant believe i didnt do anything abt it..even if im nt certified 2 do 1st aid yet..i culd still hv done sth..hopefully he's ok..chelle says she will look out 4 mi in e obituary..lol.anws,during sci lesson 2dae,sth dropped on mi n DD's legs..n we didnt even touch it at all..it banged onto both our bones n it even scrapped off some of my skin..bloody thing.i love mi bus partner!she lent me GC's chronicles of life and death 2dae n i lent her avril lavigne's under my skin..omg..so nice man e songs..going pulau ubin tmr..wanna pass by mts..tym 2 go pack..adios.

SOTD:魔法--183 club
yeah
i know how it feels
when i see u smile

轻轻你靠在我胸膛
yeh
有一种奇特的力量不能抵挡

我开始乱了步伐心还傻傻忘了跳
或许爱就是这样让我甘心被你融化
或许爱就是这样让人心甘情愿被你融掉

看着你微笑有一道光芒
打在我身上像一种魔法
是你无心布下的爱情圈套
让我为了你疯狂迷人的微笑

woo baby

轻轻你开口说了话
像阵风吹进了心房微微的发烫

我像被施咒的青蛙
无法控制的就爱上她
不敢多做挣扎
难道这会是场梦吗

打在我身上
see u smile
this feelin' is deep inside of me
i can't live my life without u
when i see u smile
when i see u smile

credits 2 rebe 4 sending me e song n helping me find e lyrics..she said is was better if i posted it on my blog..she said certain parts fit me..so,enjoy..

2007-04-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

bias bias bias!!!freak lar..my parents got mi bro a hp when i got mine when i was in p5..he doesnt even noe how 2 use it lar..onli use it 2 play games n he gets his on line where as i started out wif a topup card.n 2dae..he got away wif evrything by shedding some crocodile tears...n evrything bcomes my fault.argh..if tats t bias,wat is?!?!?!?!?!?bloody..n den ny dad asks me y im so quiet all e tym as if i wasnt even there..i hv nth better 2 say so cant i shut up?when i start toking tat stupid idiot will start annoying me n den i will get blamed again..u dont unerstand..u'll nvr understand.watever..shall nt get frustrated over tis kind of stupid n senseless things..ytd was flag day..no freedom tis tym.got selected territories n selected grps..last yr at least we can grp up by ourselves n dont hv 2 b afraid of stepping into oth ppl's territory.paired up wif xinyi..our donation cans were quite ok compared 2 oth ppl..n e weird thing is tat we had took a break at macs 4 quite long n they didnt even take a break at all.oh great..nagging..adios,shall continue tmr..

SOTD: Scars--Papa roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus (x2)]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

~A fool in love

2007-04-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

Where would we be now--Good Charlotte
I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say,
It's ok and I am just feeling down
Your hand on mine I hear the words...
If only love had found us first, our lives, they would be different

So I stand and wait
I am just a man

Oh, where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
Where would we be now baby,

And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
But I keep my true thoughts locked beside my hearts black box
And it wont be found, it wont survive through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn

Oh, where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want
Where would we be now baby

I'll wait
I'll wait

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want.
Where would we be now baby
I'll wait[x4]

SOTD:where would we be now by good charlotte..love it man..still no luck in finding e lyircs of e 再次微笑 song '就算挂念也不行' love e tittle..love e song even more..2dae's 1st aid duty sucked! sat on a bench 4 3hrs near e soccerfield watching matches tat im nt even tat interested in n toked 2 erika n deniese 4 a while till aaron sir gave me warning 2 stop toking 2 dem..n den bordem frm den on..basketball n relay postponed 2 monday..wanna stay bak 2 watch but den again wanna reach hm by 5 2 catch e repeat of 八大豪侠 cos i fell aslp while watching 2dae..wat shuld i do??hmm..argh too focused on oth stuff 2 tink abt tat nw..flag day tmr!-_- 8.30 to 1..rather stay at hm n slp till e afternoon sun rises..oh well..at least there's a cca point in it 4 us..n so sad tat i cant celebrate mi anni 2dae..lol..too poor 2 even hv anni lunch at pp..i found out tat e rainbow lolipops rawk man..gave 1 2 al 2dae as mini prezzie n 2 thx her 4 treating me 2 100 plus ytd..oh,n ty deniese 4 buying sour power 4 us as anni prezzie..lol.oh,n did i mention tat i found out tat my lesbian partner is super talented at piano?she played a song using e canteen piano ytd n it was sooo freaking nice lar..anws,tym 2 go..adios

~You turned back..but at who?

After so long..some courage was brought up.

but there's still something missing..

you didn't even say good bye...

If only it could go back to the way before.

Impossible as it is,

the thought is still left in my mind...

just like how you won't leave mine...

"I smile, you laugh, I turn away

I sigh, you ask me why, I say,

It's ok and I'm just feeling down.."

2007-04-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

boo =( there's 1st aid duty tmr..argh..破我冷水..gonna hate it man..tmr's mi n my dearest les partner's anni n we both hv 2 do 1st aid duty..bleah..i dun care..we're gonna find a way 2 wear e necklace tmr..i tink my grp's gonna die 4 e music project..haven done powerpoint yet..n obviously we cant memorise e stuff by tmr.e dnt teacher confiscated wormy 2dae when halina,isabel n nabilah were playing wif it..but gave it bak after 1 period..n after sch when me n my bus partner were playing wif it near e staircase,he wanted 2 take it away again..n he was weirded out by e fact tat there's 2 of dem..plenty more where tat came frm..wormy is super dirty nw cos e dnt cher kept it in his pocket when he took it away..n he said tat either me or erika looked lyk some1 frm his oth cls..got meh???i hate e way things r going 4 e 八大豪侠 plot rite nw..how can qian qian b wif yi zhen?he shuld b wif su wen lor!!nvm..im lyk toking 2 myself cos i dont tink many ppl watch tat show anws..but i force myself 2 reach hm by 5 evryday so tat i can watch e repeat of it..its supposed 2 b at 7 but somehow i always miss bits n pieces of it so muz watch e repeat e nxt day.still addicted 2 spining wormy..lols..looks kinda crude at tyms but its calming in a way...i found out tat e new korean drama 再次微笑 has damn nice songs..tink im gonna catch it tis sat..argh..cant find e lyrics..oh well.its e 1st song u can hear frm e list..gif comments pls ppl..gotta go help save e music project...adios.

☆ 一千遍我爱你--伊能静
就算轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰
彷佛就要飞走～耶～

口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右

[Chorus]
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺我等候

就算轻轻的呼吸心还是感觉痛
没有你的日子里我变的好脆弱
轻轻一碰
彷佛就要飞走～耶～

口袋里的双手曾被你温柔紧握
布满思念的空气该怎么去摆脱
天灰的好寂寞
快乐悲伤被你左右

[Chorus(x3)]
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
就这样不贪心我慢慢的走
只要有你陪着我再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺我等候

相信你给的承诺我等候

2007-04-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

sth seems 2 b wrong wif my imeem codes..it keeps skipping songs by itself..but no tym 2 go check dem..tink i sprained my leg during rugby juz nw..but nt as bad as last tym..but feeling e annoying pain rite nw..nt gonna tell dad or mum cos tis little pain isnt worth me going 2 e chinese doctor n screaming n crying 4 15 mins..2 more days till mi n mi dearest lesbian partner's anni..lols..sadly we cant celebrate it cos of e games carnival thing..DD is nw oso known as grandpa..n if im nt happy,i'll call her grandpa DD..i m nt horny grandpa!!at all!grandpa is too old i guess..lol..yesterday was lyk super stressed out..n i constantly wanted 2 scream out loud.but mum will scream bak at mi 4 tat n my bro will call mi siao.so too bad..where's my roller coaster when i nd it?wow..been mths since i tot bout tat...i over-snoozed 2dae..40mins is seriously siao.but at least i made it on tym..cant wait till e maid comes..e 1st maid tat mum n dad picked failed e test twice..wow..isit realli tat hard?but still got another wk of waiting..plsplspls i beg u 2 pass e bloody test.cant take tis much longer.n there's flag day on sat!crap.i hate flag day.
weirdly,no1 mentioned anything bout 1st aid duty 4 e games carnival thing 2 us..so tats a yay.
almanda has a great imagination man..but sadly,b4 i culd try ur idea,he was gone..so too bad..lyk u said,wats meant 2 b urs will b urs..n cheer up kaes!there's a new hope!lol..mum's nagging again..-.-.music isnt a hindrance!its a form of relaxation..n it calms me dwn frm wanting 2 scream!!!argh..adios ppl.

☆SOTD: 不痛--张韶涵
一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念
承诺不算太遥远
遥远只剩一瞬间

一步步靠近终点
再差一步我们踏上永远
谎言让人太陶醉
陶醉在你给的世界

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留 oh~
是爱伤害了彼此的自由
你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念
承诺不算太遥远
遥远只剩一瞬间

一步步靠近终点
再差一步我们踏上永远
谎言让人太陶醉
陶醉在你给的世界

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留 oh~
是爱伤害了彼此的自由
你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

紧握过的双手
拥抱过的温柔
所有的对错
跟着脚步你一定带走

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留 oh~
是爱伤害了彼此的自由
你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

oh~
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

2007-04-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

got bak maths paper 2dae..thx god i passed..but im a bloody half mark away frm e cls average so i hv 2 go 4 remedial..i cant believe tat jiayu got lower den me..n erika!top e cls man..im totally jeal-ing..came up wif a whole list of nicknames 4 erika..she got 7..but den me n DD decided 2 let her choose onli 3 cos she's register no. 3..so it means DD nds another nickname too.n i alreadi got mine!but DD lyks making things sick n im ploting my revenge 4 tat..ha bloody ha!erika chose 2 keep LED n STM..orginated frm urs truly =D..n tink DD wans her 2 keep VED..lols i muz nt b making any sense rite nw..nvm.i found out tat there r acually more ppl den i tink hu read my blog.but its still so dead cos they cant find my tagboard..its scroll 2 e right ppl!2 e right!n those ppl hu read my blog n dun tag,come on,a few words wont kill u..tinking abt changing mi blog skin..n might as well change mi link..find it totally lame.oh crap.still got hw.adios.n gd luck 2 mi dearest da jie 4 syf tmr <3.n>

sotd[song of the day!nt skin of the day]:
不够勇敢--Vj
守在你身边看你每一个笑脸
笑得那么甜是他给了你誓言

不敢又埋怨都是我心甘情愿
或许有一天我的爱你能看见

一天一点你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love again

till the end of time in a world so close to me
i'm just so in love with a girl who's in my heart

each and everyday i wanna have you next to me
and i say to the world i'll never let it end

一天一点你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love again
i can never fall in love

明明知道直到有一天
发现你不再有笑脸

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love again

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love
oh baby i can't fall in love again

credits 2 rebe 4 intro-ing me 2 tis song..even though its frm e OST of e show i DISLIKE so much n sang by ppl frm tat grp tat i DISLIKE so much..

2007-04-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

shuld b slping rite nw..n yet feeling vry restless..mum n dad both got new phones 2dae..n dad got a pda!!it has microsoft office,internet access n msn etc.i can see my blog frm his phone!so cool sia..went 2 vivo last nite via mrt..nick was retardedly excited..he is seriously over pampered..tis was lyk onli his 2nd tym taking an mrt..-_-..n when we got 2 vivo,he ran 2 candy empire lyk he has nvr seen candy in his life..he finally got his wonka bar..n i got jellybeans!love e bublegum flavoured 1..still haven tasted marshmallow though..juz rmbed tat i gotta stay bak tmr 4 maths remedial 2 take tis test..muz hv flunked e lvl test again..haiz..n juz when i tot i made sum progress..oh well..5 + 11..n of course im nt making any sense 2 u rite nw..lol..oh great..mum's nagging again..adios..

~I hate this

I hate us not talking

I hate feeling the miles apart even when you're right by me

I hate not knowing what's on you're mind

I hate that stupid smile I give you to hide the tears

I hate the sleepless nights with you on my mind

I hate us drifting apart

I hate thinking back about the past

I hate wondering wether it was all a dream

I hate you not knowing about this at all

2007-04-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

omg..got my good morning revival 2dae..it rawks man.btw,juz finished my chores..look at e tym man..n i got scalded by hot water juz nw..ouch..went 2 century sq 2dae wif almanda, cherlyn, gene, emily, xinyi, jasmine n jo[i cant seem 2 spell her full name..n my mum has e same name too =X ]..finally got 2 watch the number 23...its quite nice lar..n i was quite jumpy in e cinema...wuld b doing sth lyk taking out my jacket frm my bag n sth freaky wuld happen n make me jump.went late 2dae cos mum n dad made me go 2 e temple..even when they noe i cant pray..if u noe wat im toking abt..they wanted me 2 go there juz 4 a plate of vegetarian beehoon..honestly duno how e adults understand wat my toddler cousin is toking abt..my bro seems 2 understand it vry well though..he was lyk my translator..anws,after e movie,some of them wanted 2 go bike riding..but me,cherlyn n almanda didnt go cos we didnt feel lyk it n it was too rush 4 us..n me n cherlyn were wearing jeans lar..how 2 cycle lyk tat?after e others left,we went 2 take neos.it was fun..den we went bak 2 tm 4 food..n shopped arnd 4 a while till it was tym 4 me n al 2 go..breached curefew by nearly an hr..so faced e normal n expected nagging.mum wanted me 2 go pierce my ears 2dae cos of sum auspicious date 2dae..but was too tired when i got hm so gave it a pass.so i hv 2 wait 4 e nxt auspicious date which is vesak day..got quite a long way 2 go..tats all 4 my day..too tired 2 type anymore stuff..so here's 2dae's song of e day...enjoy n adios..

Good Charlotte--Misery
Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
Theres nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

[Chorus]
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up
Everybody's singing, everybody's moving
they're putting their feelings
They're synchronizing, and criticizing
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people,people

[Chorus]
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
This misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me

So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their light
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive

Don't know, misery with company
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Don't you know, misery was still with me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me
Happiness, a place you don't if you know me
Yeah I heard, misery was looking for me

Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

2007-04-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

yay..im nt going 2 kl 2dae.i tink..anws so late le..if we leave nw,we'll probably reach at 2 in e morning or sth.me n mi lesbian partner got our anni prezzie 2dae...so cute man..7 more days..n 13 more days 4 e oth 1..anws,went 2 consult e oracle bk again wif almanda n gene..asked more questions relating 2 u noe wat.e ans its giving me is mostly wat i want/expect..but can it realli b trusted??if onli life's problems were realli as easy as fliping through a bk..nt much 2 blog abt 2dae..so tym 4 song of e day..got 2 2dae.juz take it as e oth 1 was e replacement 4 ytd's post.both avril lavigne songs..again.hving an avril lavigne frenzy man.

Avril Lavigne--Why

Why, do you always do this to me?

Why, couldn't you just see through me?

How come, you act like this

Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?

I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away

I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, do you think we could last forever?

Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying

Let's play, a different game than what we're playing

Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?

I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away

I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, you think we could last forever?

Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about

Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about

And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel

I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away

I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, do you think we could last forever?

Tell me, why

Avril Lavigne--Take me away

I cannot find a way to describe it

It's there inside; all I do is hide

I wish that it would just go away

What would you do, you do, if you knew

What would you do

[Chorus]

All the pain I thought I knew

All my thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone

All by myself I need to get around it

My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you

If I show you, I don't think you'd understand

Cause no one understands

[Chorus]

All the pain I thought I knew

All my thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable; come and take me away

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)

I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)

Take me away

I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)

(and off and on)

[Chorus]

All the pain I thought I knew

All my thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable; come and take me away

Take me away

oh crap..my 2 baby cousins r here..n my bro is lyk their leader..-.-..there goes my privacy 4 e rest of e nite..adios ppl.

~right..friend..somethings are supposed to remain that way..

just like what mr rizal told us during CE on wednesday..some guys and girls can break the gender barrior and become close friends/best friends.

so maybe things are really just supposed to stay like that for us?

隔着几分几秒的差别...

插身而过，

却只能默默的微笑.

一句话也不说地往前走,

你是否会回头？

2007-04-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

no idea y im posting so late..wif some hw undone too..juz got off e phone wif rebe.n i finally faced e reality of sth juz nw..n cant believe how long i've been running away frm.its nice toking 2 rebe..evrything juz pours out n im dun nd 2 hide anything frm her..dad says he's still considering wether 2 go 2 kl tmr..hopefully nt..but nt sure wether i can out either..im still dying 4 good morning revival.anws,i got whacked in e face by a rugby ball twice 2dae..by e same person hu seriously has no sense of direction.n nw my specs r tilted 2 1 side all thx 2 her..dad says i shuld ask her 2 pay..but i bet she'll juz denie it..i praying tat my eye doesnt go swollen tmr.me n michelle r addicted 2 avril lavigne songs..love e emo feel.no song of e day 2dae.im too lazy 2 find lyrics anws.gotta go do dnt le.adios ppl.
~两个人往两个不同方向逃避。。
总有一天一定会再碰面。
这样逃避下去可以维持多久？
不可能一辈子都要这么冷淡，这么疏远吧？
Maybe its like how rebe says..
Only time will tell...
But time can last an eternity.

2007-04-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok..my tagboard is dead.dun tink any1 reads my blog anws..tats err..gd??in a way i guess..i can treat tis as part of my diary.haven came on9 4 days..so obviously didnt blog either.at least i made it through 2dae..history,sci n math lvl test all on 1 day..gawd..i nearly died.studied till i fell aslp..den woke up n tried 2 study again but was juz too tired.some ppl 4got 2 do e last ques of e maths test.gd luck 2 those who did tat.me n almanda randomly setted an anniversary date.13 of evry mth..lols.up till nw got 6 mths le..juz lyk e oth case..our anni is in 10days.n i saw e perfect gift at pp wif michelle n yi jie 2dae.saw good morning revival!!omg..i totally gotta hv it!!!anws,oso went 2 mph where i saw tis oracle bk.it wks lyk e book of answers,except tat it is onli 4 yes or no questions related 2 love.so obviously u ppl wuld noe wat question i wuld ask.n e ans i got was yes,but in secret.omg..so rebe's prediction is correct?!?!omgomg..but after seeing things last friday,my doubts r getting lesser..enuf said bout all tis..haven finished cl yuxi yet..
crap.anws,2dae's song of e day is my happy ending by avril lavigne.me n michelle juz LOVE IT!oh,n speaking of michelle,she made me remember IT again..after so many yrs..i wonder..hmm...oh n ps:i ran out of garfield pics e..finding more tmr..adios.
My Happy Ending--Avril Lavigne
Oh oh, oh oh,oh oh...
So much for my happy ending(x2)
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
Out of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
Out of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus](x2)
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
Out of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

2007-04-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

im super bored rite nw so shall double post..HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!lols..gene told mi bout tis idea 4 april's fool idea..2 classes can switch wif each oth..i can bet e teachers wuld freak..lol..unless e cher realli got so slow,cant even realise it..lols..anws,i sooo gotta burn midnight oil frm tmr..still cant bring myself 2 study..crap...in e last post,4got 2 tok abt hear my say.me n jiayu did on rcy..i kept looking at e script during e speech part cos i was quite nervous..den i helped jiayu wif e large arm sling on bread n she helped me wif e elevation sling on erika..still cant believe mr rizal asked hazel,halina,hafiz n shaun 2 come out n do bandaging..lols..usually supposed 2 b 男女授受不亲[is tat how u write it?]but hafiz was at a total loss so i had 2 help him do elevation sling on shaun.after e first aid component,mr rizal thought we finished alreadi..but den we told him we still hv an evac component.we 1st did 4 arm sit on bernice..n den ppl clapped n cheered..den jiayu did high dragging on bernice..but it was a little hard cos bernice was lyk freaking out.lastly,i did fireman's lift on erika.she was lyk damn scared..n jiayu had 2 kept toking till we culd get erika 2 lean on me properly...she kept moving her hand away after we pulled it over..n den it was e lift..i felt tat it was quite gd..listening 2 e reactions..when i put erika dwn,she was damn gan jiong n so i didnt use e proper way 2 put her dwn..she risked herself of falling dwn..lols..i felt tat it was overall quite well done.gotta thx mr rizal loads 4 making e thing more intereactive..n me n jiayu were actually adding many things in randomly during e practical component..n they came out quite naturally,almost as if it was planned all along..it pays off 2 rmb things frm 1st aid n evac lessons..feels great tat its over alreadi..another load off my chest.ok..tym 2 slp.gotta go 2 e temple tmr..

2007-03-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

annoyance+screaming=tears+louder screamings+more tears

tat equation is how things work in my hse..my stupid bro annoys e hell out of me,n i scream at him..n tat leads 2 him crying n complaining which causes my mum 2 scream at e both of us n he continues 2 cry n i probably cry myself 2 slp at nite 4 tis n sum oth reasons..tis wk has been lyk super busy..n totally nt enuf slp..slpt 4 half a day 2dae..ytd was parents nite..dad came but we onli went 2 see 2 teachers..miss liz n hxh..dad wanted 2 see mr rizal n farida too but they were juz too many parents so we went bak..miss liz was lyk realli nice..hxh brought her son 2 e parents nite thing cos her husband was out of e country..n her son kept on crying..cherlyn's mum wanted 2 bring him one side so tat hxh can speed things up a bit..but he cried n ran bak 2 her..lols..anws,hxh was lyk halfly scolding me in front of dad..god i hate her..n e bloody 考查s which i always fail..rx training sucked ytd..thx god 4 e rain or else we wuld hv been tortured 4 even longer..footdrill was hell..evry 5 mistakes we make we nd 2 do 5 pumpings..i tink we did arnd 30 over pumpings ytd..n almost evry comand was samula-ed over n over again..anws,was told tat e maid failed a watever maid test so mum n dad hv 2 go pick another 1..so tat means another 2 wks of chores n nagging..actually e nagging wuld still b here even if a maid isnt here..but its juz more focused on me w/o e maid...my stupid samsung media studio keeps hanging so i cant transfer any of those new songs i downloaded..oh ya,SOMEONE was playing e guitar when i was bringing in e laundry on wednesday...lols..so nice man..but tat was in e evening..n nowadays i gotta bring in e laundry rite after i come hm or mum will nag..haiz.oh well..im sure another day will come.i hate it tat they brought 4ward e lvl test 1 wk..there's maths n sci on tues..history on wed n geog on thurs..shoot me..how e hell m i supposed 2 study 4 both maths n sci?!?!?!tym 2 hit e bks..anws,2dae's song of e day is 愛的主旋律..n e mv of tis song is so damn cute lar..

愛的主旋律—卓文萱 & 黄鸿升(小鬼)

是你在那個雨季闖進我生命

帶著一點任性和迷路的表情

是你在那個雨季趕走了孤寂

溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定

天上億萬顆星星我卻只看見妳

要說這是幸運還是不可思議

身邊有太多風景我卻停在這裡

說我傻的可以還不是因為你

Chorus
是妳的聲音帶給我勇氣

戀愛的頻率直達我心底

如果妳願意是的我願意

來做我幸福的主旋律

從前都是謎現在我相信

天空會放晴愛會更甜蜜

如果妳願意是的我願意

愛的主旋律永遠唱下去

是你在那個雨季趕走了孤寂

溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定

天上億萬顆星星我卻只看見妳

要說這是幸運還是不可思議

身邊有太多風景我卻停在這裡

說我傻的可以還不是因為你

Chorus
是妳的聲音帶給我勇氣

戀愛的頻率直達我心底

如果妳願意是的我願意

來做我幸福的主旋律

從前都是謎現在我相信

天空會放晴愛會更甜蜜

如果妳願意是的我願意

愛的主旋律永遠唱下去

如果妳願意是的我願意

來做我幸福的主旋律

從前都是謎現在我相信

天空會放晴愛會更甜蜜

如果妳願意是的我願意

愛的主旋律永遠唱下去

天上億萬顆星星我卻只看見妳

要說這是幸運還是不可思議

身邊有太多風景我卻停在這裡

說我傻的可以還不是因為你

~mayb he noes n he's feigning innocence?

or mayb he's still clueless?
things hv changed..they hv changed a lot..

onli thing tat hasnt is e fact tat i cant get u out of my mind..

2007-03-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

monday blues..argh...realli realli tired 2dae..wanted 2 slp in e bus but there was tis guy hu was err..a little sot in e head..he was lyk toking 2 himself all e while n real loudly too..so culdnt get any shut eye...me jiayu n erika further understood e meaning of e chengyu we learnt in cl lesson tat day..狼狈为奸！！！lols..狼at least 自有分寸..but 狈is realli damn 得寸经尺lar..argh!!!do i look lyk im e pathethic kind hu wuld beg?wtf lar u...dun wan juz say lar..still criticise other ppl 4 wat?!?!?!2dae,mum scolded me 4 sth tat i swear i dont have any fault in..e fault lies wif nick 4 nt telling me anything..n she juz continued 2 scream at me..freak lar!!my parents r becoming more n more n more crazy each day..e inperftections of life r balanced out by e little privillages i get 2 enjoy..but wats e point of hving so much unfairness in life 4 tis little things?ok..gotta calm dwn..totally aggrivated rite nw..ok..nag alert!..haiz..tym 2 go..n sadly,no garfield pics/song of e day 2dae..juz too agitated 2 do anything else..adios..

2007-03-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmm..wat shall 2dae's song of e day b?..hmm.ahh..bei pan by cao ge..its e song i was listening 2 while cooking dinner 2dae..lols..shuld hv woken up later 2dae cos mum bombarded me wif chores after breakfast..but culdnt go bak 2 slp bcos of tat nightmare..y do i often dream of murder/killing or bloodshed?argh..grandpa came over 2dae..he has realli lost a lot of weight..n he's going 4 operation soon..haiz..hope he pulls through..anws,heard tat e new maid is coming soon..n dad asked me if i want 2 switch rms wif nick..cos he is lyk a guy n e maid is a gal..so bcos he is lyk sorta grown up nw[cant tell!],he shuld nt slp wif e maid anymore..but honestly,i dun tink/want 2 give up tat little privacy i hv left in tis hse..but a bigger rm?but my rm will still partially b lyk a store rm lyk my old rm used 2 b..n i hv 2 gif up my new wardrobe 2 nick..nt gonna happen!privacy is e onli thing i realli realli nd nw..n doubt nick wants 2 live in a pink rm 4 e rest of e yr either..y does e wkend always feel so short?haiz..bak 2 sch tmr..nvr realli did much wk 2dae..onli e circuit 4 e dnt thing..practically didnt touch anything else...watched tv alot tis few days..wkends r great 4 me 2 catch e repeats of e shows i miss on wk days..tats e great thing abt ch 55..onli if e oth channels culd b lyk tat too..den i wont miss so many epis..n hv 2 find ways 2 catch up..nth much left 2 say..so here's lyrics..
背叛--曹格
雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀

爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

chorus
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

chorus(x2)
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

只要你能愉快。。

~get tis pic?lols..it means sending my love to u..=P..why cant u ever get out of my mind for that little while so that I can catch a breather??why does everything just some how links to you?why does my imagination lead to old memories?'life's questions are not meant to be answered'..haiz..

2007-03-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

让我心动的人-Jj Lin

己好久没有你的消息

好久都没有和谈心

好想念你总爱对我说

你近来痘痘怎么那么多

如今你是否还留长发

你是否仍每夜迟回家

你是不是还爱咬指甲

oh girl 我今夜好想你呀

梦若和你的一切都是梦

那为何我会心动

谁为了谁

为了谁心动在分分钟

chorus

风它不肯说

云悄悄飘过

黑夜它依旧沉默

只有天上一颗星星说她睡了

你是否也该休息了

风它不肯说

云悄悄飘过

心跳却说服我没有错

让我心动的人是谁呀

愿那在梦中的你会懂

*music interlude*

梦若和你的一切都是梦

那为何我会心动

谁为了谁

为了谁心动在分分钟

chorus

风它不肯说

云悄悄飘过

黑夜它依旧沉默

只有天上一颗星星说她睡了

你是否也该休息了

风它不肯说

云悄悄飘过

心跳却说服我没有错

让我心动的人是谁呀

愿那在梦中的你会懂

风它不肯说

云悄悄飘过

心跳却说服我没有错

让我心动的人是谁呀

愿那在梦中的你会懂

duno y i lyk posting lyrics so much these days..mayb i shall hv a song of e day thing..lols..tis is song is lyk quite old le...but its soothing in a way..n certain parts sorta express how i feel..anws,ghost mania 2dae..duno y keep watching ghost movies..1st i watched 'the death curse'..abt tis 8 siblings hu share a same father but all hv diff mothers except no. 5 n 6 hu r frm thailand...its lyk so weird 2 suddenly find out u hv so many oth siblings from different countries wif vry different careers n characters after ur father passed away...they were brought bak 2 their father's old mansion tat is super old n creepy 4 their father's funeral.n they hv 2 stay there 4 49days,hving 2 burn joss sticks 4 their father at midnight everynight and they oso hv 2 hug each other..-_-..or else they wont recieve a single penny frm their father's huge assets..there were lyk many clashes within e siblings..n e 1 most err..interesting..was tat e 5th brother and e 7th sister dated b4..its lyk so wat lar..e 5th bro went 2 hong kong once wif his sister,no. 6,2 study..n he dated his own half-sister w/o even knowing..so sad..they were actually quite competable 2gether..but i cant imagine a 哥-妹恋..but e guy was sooo cute..anws,on e 1st night,e 1st bro had a heart attack after some supernatural experiences cos it was e 7th night of their father's death which is supposed 2 b e night their father's ghost returns..on e 2nd day,e 2nd sister n 4th brother volunteered 2 bring their brother 2 e hospital even if it means not being able 2 return in time 2 burn joss sticks 2 their father n 2 give their oth siblings a hug..but den half way through they meet wif an accident n did nt return..n tat vry night, e 1st brother dies,dropped off a building,after bcuming a little retarded..n den more freaky stuff happens..in e end,e culprit is e lawyer,hu turns out 2 b their 3rd bro..he wanted 2 kill evry1 else so tat he will get e whole share of assets...but in e end he oso died..n e thing tat sorta makes dem a little siao is tis liquid tat causes dem 2 hv illuasions..e liquid was some way or another injected into dem by e 3rd bro..i hate it when horror movies end wif a human causing all e trouble..but in a way e 3rd bro did die bcos of e illusions he had of his father..wow..my sypnosis of e 1st movie is lyk super long..so gonna cut dwn e sypnosis 4 e 2nd movie..e 2nd movie is tittled 'thir13en ghosts' its abt tis guy hu haunts n captures e souls of ghosts..he picks evry single 1 of his victims..he captured 12 ghosts..each wif a sick way of dying..1-e son..tis kid hu died wif an arrow shot rite through his head..n he holds tis axe..2-e torsil[nt sure bout spelling]..its tis guy hu was murdered n decapitated n each of his body parts wrapped up wif plastic wrap..eww..3-e bounded woman..i tink..its tis woman hu was strangled 2 death..4-e widowed mother..tis woman hu died in a fire..5-erm..i dont tink i can rmb e order so im juz gonna say watever comes 2 mind..ok,so 5 is e great child n e blind mother..e son is lyk tis totally over-grown guy hu is lyk kinda retarded..n e mum is lyk half e size of e son..6-hmm..lemme tink..ahh,e torn prince..its tis guy hu's meat n flesh r lyk torned out or something n he carries arnd tis bat tat he uses 2 hit his victims..7-e smething princess..tis gal hu i tink was lyk raped n muredered or sth..n she carries arnd tis knife wif her..8-e hammer..tis realli big guy wif lots n lots of nails hammered into his whole body n he his weapon is tis realli realli big hammer..9-e jackel..tis guy hu has tis crazy lauf n he has tis cage on his head n he goes arnd scratching his victims..10-e jaugernaut..[again wif e spelling!]its tis guy hu looks lyk he ran out of a mental hospital n he kills his victims by picking dem up n throwing dem all over e place till they die..11-there's tis woman hu's name slips me..she looks lyk she came out frm e medival tyms wif e erm..lyk hand cuff thing but ur head is oso in it n its made of wood..n e last 1..hmm..i onli rmb his name is lyk e pilgrim or sth..cant rmb his discription..anws,he bluffed his nephew hu is e husband of e widowed mother..n they bcame poor after e fire tat killed his wife..he has tis daughter n son..n den e guy,aka cirus,tricked him tat he is giving dem his mansion n his assets after his faked death..his mansion is actually e machine in disguise..when e guy n his 2 kids n e babysitter r brought 2 view e mansion,e machine starts up..e machine hols e 12 ghost in e basement n at any tym,1 of e ghost is released 2 add their power 2 e machine..n wif all 12 ghosts powering e machine,e machine can open up e eye of hell which sees all things,including past present heaven n hell..but nw,e twist is tat e movie is tittled 13 ghosts rite?so e thirtenth ghost is actually cirus' nephew..a living person,made into e 13th ghost out of love..cirus got help frm tis despo n a little sot gal n she captured e 2 kids,making e nephew sacrifice himself 4 their lives..but in e end,if e help of a ex assistant of cirus hu was ripped off n used by cirus,they lyk erm..beat e thing..ok,so e 1st movie is a cl 1 n e 2nd is an el 1..i tink e 1st 1 was lyk more scary..but e ending of e 2nd 1 was better..ahh..supernatural reminds me abt e urge i hv 2 buy tarot cards!been dying 4 a set 4 sooo long..cant find a real 1,but can find 1 at mph wif sth 2 do wif a lover's path or sth..but its still tarot cards!its soo cool,but so is e price..$43.58..will tat actually motivate me 2 start saving up???no idea either..but can some1 tell me where i can find some magic shop tat sells real tarot cards?anws,gtg le..adios ppl..

2007-03-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Seasons--Good charlotte
Summer air reminds me of all the feelings of your love,
And what it was like when we were together,
Walking all along the beach, you were never far from my reach,
And you held me through the stormy weather,

[Chorus]
And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"
[Chorus Ends]

Laying in the summer grass, you told me not to talk so fast,
As I told you how I feel,
You made me feel right at home,
You told me I was not alone and you knew just how I feel,

I know we talked about it, I just can't get around it,
I just want one more night with you,

[Chorus]
And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"
[Chorus Ends]

October air reminds me of all the seasons of your love,
And what it was like when we were together
The smell of fall is everywhere and though it seems,
I just don't care, 'cause now you've gone away,

[Chorus(x2)]
And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything's gonna be alright"
[Chorus Ends]

vry addicted 2 good charlotte songs tis days..but tis song rawks!6mths n 4 days..lol..when ur counting,tym seems 2 b passing vry vry slowly..but when ur nt,it juz passes in a flash.finally e end of a vry tiring n busy 1st wk of sch.onli 1 grp culd do their music presentation.i tink i wasted quite a lot of money on chocs cos i bot some yesterday..but den i 4got 2 bring 2dae so i went 2 buy again..but in e end oso nvr use at all lor..wonder wat im gonna do wif e rest of e chocs tat i cant eat no matter how badly i want 2.my hear my say is postponed 2 nxt wk cos mr rizal did nt hv a laptop.but den in e end jiayu wanted 2 do wif me..so basically i wasted lyk 2hrs of my life away doing dat ytd. argh..but tink it will b much easier if i do wif jiayu..rx was lyk..i cant seem 2 find a word 2 describe it..we had case study 2dae..it was realli horrible lar...out of e 4 casualties we saved,3 of them died..after dat was recreation.onli e sec 2s n 1s took part so we were lyk broken up into diff grps.i didnt realli lyk my grping all tat much.but duno y i was so enthu in front of e sec 1s..werid man..but i had 2 b lyk timer 4 lyk almost evrything n i was lyk enthu enuf 2 come up 4 ideas 4 e grp...anws,sarah ma'am's station was lyk juz so..argh.we had 2 sing songs n she made us do jumping jacks n sit-ups..worst was when she made us sing abc 4 e 2nd tym n muz b louder...we were lyk screaming on e 3rd level n e np ppl on e 1st level culd hear n they all turned 2 look...soooooooo freaking embarrassing man..after training,me n jiayu saw some1 n i went ohmygod while jiayu went ohmyohmygod..lols..dad is totally being unreasonable..he cant even give me a reason 4 saying NO 2 me going out tmr..agrh!!!!!!!!!!n noe he's being unreasonable n wants me 2 stop using e com..freak!!!!!!!!!

~就差这么一点。。也许这就是有缘无分吧。每天的期待，只看这你的背影的期待，不和你谈心的期待，偷偷哭泣的期待。。为何我就不能鼓起拿一点的勇气呢？没勇气就得继续期待下去。。。'waiting is torture' quote frm rebe..

2007-03-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

1 more day n it'll b 6 mths alreadi..no wait..i shuld say in abt less den 3 hrs..noe wat im toking abt?of course u dont..onli lyk 3 ppl in tis world do..lol.went 2 ps wif my parents 2dae..HAD 2 get out of e hse..stupid n stupider were driving me crazy...dad n mum had $300 worth of vouchers 2 get a new phone or upgrade e maxonline plan or do sth wif e cable subscription plan...but in e end they did nothing at all as they wanted 2 wait 4 better offers during e starhub anniversary..typical.ooh ooh..i saw nat at ps!!!3 tyms in fact...once when he was performing 4 tis roadshow thingy n 2 oth tyms in e shopping centre..so cute man!! =)) anws,got my hana kimi OST!!!woots!was so impatient tat i played e cd e moment i got bak into dad's car...but e sad thing is tat good morning revival is nt out yet...still got abt a week or two 2 go..oh well..gotta wait again.had dinner at ajisen ramen[is tat how u spell it?]i can nvr fully finish e whole bowl of noodles..juz too big 4 me.quite wasteful lar..but cant help it.cant believe 1 wk has passed alreadi..haiz..if onli life was a holiday..oh well..some things r juz impossible n r supposed 2 remain tat way...great..mum's nagging tat my cough+flu+blahblahblah will nvr get better cos i slp so late..its nt late!!anws,b4 i go,gonna post e lyrics of 傻傻的勇气..1 of e songs on e hana kimi ost.love it man!

杨子朴(Venk)--傻傻的勇气

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气

如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你

好的坏的都是我的要撑到底

你让我相信我可以

梦想紧紧握在手中

人就能自信满满的向前走

希望收藏在胸口

心就学会要说NO拒绝脆弱

因为你在我的左右

因为心中有彩虹

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气

如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你

好的坏的都是我的要撑到底

你让我相信我可以

伤痛让我开始不同

我哭过更加成熟决心已启动

希望收藏在胸口

心就学会要说NO拒绝脆弱

因为你在我的左右

因为心中有彩虹

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气

如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你

好的坏的都是我的要撑到底

你让我相信我可以(x2)

曾经受伤的我以为世界只剩寂寞

是你找回我笑容你的温柔陪我坚持到最后

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气

如果没有奇迹我创造一个给你

好的坏的都是我的要撑到底

你让我相信我可以

enjoy n adios ppl!

2007-03-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

i realli didnt realise how much a person can slp when ur sick..nt tat surprised since i hv finished e whole bottle of cough syrup tis morning..i slept away lyk half of e day n spent most of it in my parents rm till my tuition teacher came in e evening...i love my parents rm man...flat screen tv,own toilet,king size bed.all it needs is a com n i can practically live there...went 2 tm wif gene yesterday.it was nice...we decided tat we shuld watch a horror movie..or i mite fall aslp bcos of e medicine i took.i wanted 2 watch haunted school but they didnt hv tat movie there so we watched the messengers.it was quite scary..i duno how gene does it..i was lyk leaning 2 1 side n covering my face wif my jacket while she was onli bitting on her straw n she kept msging throughout e movie..we were lyk omg-ing throughout e movie.b4 e movie,we had lyk nearly 2hrs..so we ate lunch 1st..we didnt hv much money so we juz bot a few things frm diff stalls [mainly chicken n octopus]n sat dwn at tis fountain under e escalator 2 eat.after tat walked arnd n window shopped..ooh!n i saw garfield at precious thots..lols..nt e real 1 lar..onli e keychain..haiz..anws,on e way 2 century square 2 take neoprints,we saw xinyi,limei n sihui...we onli realised tat we shuld hv dragged dem along 2 take neoprints wif us when we got 2 century square..they wanted 2 hv lunch n e movie was starting soon,so too bad.after movie,gene got hungry so we went 2 mac...after she finished eating,we talked 4 a while n went 2 basement cos she wanted 2 get sth 4 her mum..evrytym go out wif her she oso buy sth bak 4 her mum..so sweet rite?on e way up,we walked past famous amous n i was tempted but didnt hv much $$ left..so i settled 4 tis big $2 cookie..gene didnt want 2 buy but in e end she still did..nt my fault hor!u oso got tempted by e smell...lol..after tat went 2 the wallet shop...omg..i hv set my eyes on tis damn nice wallet..which i totally gotta beg dad 4 it..gene set her eyes on tis limited edition wallet n wants me 2 get it 4 her as an early b-dae prezzie cos it wuld b long gone if we waited 4 her b-dae..lols..wait till i actually manage 2 save some $$..im dying 2 buy e good morning revival album!so nice man...i still haven touched geog n dnt..LED 4got 2 call me again!n nw hv 2 wait till sunday when she comes bak frm jakarta.crap..my grp still haven touched one music project yet..we're sooo dead.oh well..lemme await hell wif open arms...adios!
~I wish upon a star,
Wanna be right where you are.
Set my world on fire,
Be the gal to crush on you.
Tata Young-->Crush On You.

2007-03-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

god i hate gettting sick...stupid medicine makes me so drowsy n i hv 2 spend lyk half e day in bed...anws,my parents n my bro r in kl rite nw!woots!sweet sweet privacy n freedom!!!going out wif gene tmr..n i dun hv a curefew..yay!oh crap..e weekend is drawing in..n i still haven finished my hw yet..i totally gotta burn midnight oil on sunday...haiz..totally flunked evac bronze on mon..so had 2 retake after e silver course on wed..still duno wether i passed...argh..but odds r i didnt..so i probably hv 2 retake b4 e silver accred which i hear is gonna b soon...great.juz great..i hate e way i sound rite nw..totally horrible...i wuld rather nt make a sound at all..but i wuld die of e silence..oookay..getting real drowsy nw..adios ppl..

2007-03-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

omg..e auditions were sooo embarrassing...1.e teacher hu was supposed 2 cum wif e radio didnt show up..2.we didnt hv any music 2 sing e song wif..3.no1 really remembered e lyrics..4.we kept 4getting e lyrics n were lyk repeating evrything again..4.we kept stopping n e judge was lyk:'when u go 2 watever auditions,u shuld nvr show ur mistakes..blablabla' 4 e lyk 5mins of embarrassment,we get a cca point..worth it?realli duno...anws,after tat went 4 dinner at kfc n den walked arnd...wanted 2 take neoprints but e person say dun hv neoprint shop..weird..den we used e mirror on e side of e escalator 2 take e reflection but we failed cos e escalator was moving too fast..den we juz took at a pillar below e escalator..ooh!me n almanda took a pic wif tis garfield kiddy ride..we saw tis 4 japanese ppl..1 of dem looked lyk L!n he wrote deathnote all over his shoes...was walking bak hm alone at 8+ almost 9..if nt 4 my mp3,i wuld sooo hv freaked out..but i saw my tuition cher half way through...going hm after scolding my bro cos he was lyk..juz him..i realised my bro is lyk so despo 4 e tv..he revealed avrything abt his lovelife 2 me juz 4 a half an hr show...stupid rite?but i didt noe he can hv a crush at tis age..my vry vry 1st crush was lyk k2 =x but its diff lar...he is lyk..too complicated 4 me 2 explain..but its weird 2 bond wif my bro lyk tat...i cant ever imagine toking 2 him abt my love life..he will onli noe how 2 tease me..n its much too complicated 4 his pri3 brain 2 understand anws..got 2 stop blogging nw..his eyes r stuck 2 e screen..adios

~心中的战争--在心中安为自已，学会笨笨地着体谅你。。为了不让你知道心中掉的眼泪，只能向你默默的微笑。。。

2007-03-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

had a conference call wif yi jie,michelle,xinyi n almanda juz nw 2 discuss wat we were going 2 wear 4 e stupid rx talent time auditions tmr..mite b wearing black on black wif mi lesbian partner...anws,e talent time is lyk so last minute...ppl hv lyk weeks n weeks of practice n we had lyk wat?half an hr?n we r singing "we're all in this together"..such a lame song lar..but at least we will get a cca point 4 going 2 e auditions...so it doesnt matter wether we get in or nt..sian lar..nd 2 go bak during 4 evac acrred n evac sliver lesson.i mite b going overses lor...n if we fail,we hv 2 retake till we pass..we oso did evac during training 2dae..do until my arms r red le..getting tired le...tats all 4 nw ppl..adios. ~那是一个总有一天都得面对的事实。。你不知不觉的维护着我，不关害怕或伤心我都能闭上眼睛忍住，不哭泣。

2007-03-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

Just so you know—Jesse McCartney
I shouldnt love you
But I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you
But I cant move, I cant look away

I shouldnt love you
But I want to
I just cant turn away
I shoudnt see you
But I cant move, I cant look away
And I dont know how to be fine when im not
Cuz I dont know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know, this feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know, I tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know....

Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way?
And I dont know how to be fine when im not
Cuz I dont know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know, this feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know, I tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you knoooowwww

This emptyness is killing me
And Im wondering why, ive waited so long
Looking back I realize it was always there just never spoken
Well im waiting here
Been waiting here
Ohhh

Just so you know, this feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should now, I tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Thought you should know, I tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Just so you know

suddenly addicted 2 tis song..a 2nd person nw noes hu garfield is..i correctly predicted how e person's reaction wuld b n what questions e person is starting 2 ask me...its lyk deja vu wif rebe..but e reaction was diff...hopefully e person can b as trustworthy as rebe n keep tis 4 me...i beg n pray tat e person doesnt accidentally blurt out anything 2 any1...ooh..chen zhi cai came n toked 2 us during special activties period..sum lame questions were asked..but it was much better den e oth boring toks we usually hv...anws,mr teo still hasnt returned us our geog paper..crap..another day of worry.tats all 4 2dae..nth 2 post abt n still haven touched my hw yet anws.. ~看到不应该看到的，反映为何会那么大呢？越想逃避约会预见。。那又何必想尽办法躲避呢？

2007-03-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

omg..2 funerals near my hse..1 juz rite outside..n oth at e mrt tat i hv 2 walk by evryday 2 get hm..omgomg..haiz..anws,told dad abt how i flunked history n barely passed hcl..n he didnt scold me..he didnt even lecture me or anything..weird man...finished my it poster 2dae...looks so...sooo can b improved..anws,after it went 2 pp wif gene..ate at kfc...den we went 77 street 2 look look..den we went 2 sembawang music..n when we walked in,e stupid alarm sounded..n we were lyk wat the..n when we went out,same thing happened..b4 we left,we went 2 mph..n e stupid alarm oso sounded when we went in..den e lady at e counter approached us n started questioning us as if we stole sth..n when we left,e same thing happened..so e lady brought us 2 e counter n wanted 2 scan our bags..n she said there was sth in my bag...i opened it up n there was nth but files n bks..in e end we found out tat it was e stupid library bk tat still had a barcode inside...bloody thing..but i hate e feeling of being accused of sth u didnt do..haiz..anws,tink i mite actually tell a 2nd person hu garfield is..i noe its a big risk 2 take..but keeping a secret juz between 2 ppl is so freaking stressful..im almost dying..perhaps having juz 1 more person 2 share e burden mite b a gd thing?or wuld tat person break e secret n make it known 2 e world?i realli duno..
~a smile can hide a tear..so be cheerful!!!What goes around, comes around, what goes up, must come down..if it was meant to be, fate will deal with everything else...

2007-03-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

yep..i was rite..e minute i stepped into cls i heard an arguement going on..haiz..my sitting arrangement was still ok at 1st..but i dun understand y mr rizal changed my sit after saying tat he onli wanted e whole of last row 2 shift..i hate sitting at e corner!haiz..failed history..n juz pass 4 hcl..still haven told dad..duno how im gonna break it 2 him..mite as well tell him tmr along wif wateva crappy marks im gonna get 4 maths..met up wif rebe 2dae..she was lyk so freaking late..but it was nice toking 2 her in person w/o her getting distracted by her stupid fanfic or forum..told her abt soooo many things..lols..i'll juz start 傻笑-ing 2 myself again if i tink abt it..came hm quite late..but mom n dad wun even noe abt it as long as i reach hm b4 dem..they stopped asking since lyk feb?anws..when i walked past e twins hse juz nw,there was a funeral going on..[fyi,e twins r my neighbours,abt p2,1 named gordon n e oth gordan..lols..n they hv a sister hu's p4 n i tink nick has sth 4 her..n their oldest bro!e cutie hu's oso in bendemeer..]its kinda creepy hearing e funeral rituals going on rite nw..reminds me of grandpa..i was onli 8..n i juz didnt feel it..haiz..n nw tinking of my oth grandpa hu's in e hospital rite nw n going 4 operation soon..T_-..argh..gtg le..nvm..juz saying tat u shuld cherish wat u hv nw n build up e courage 2 do wat u wan 2 do cos u nvr noe when its gonna b too late..

2007-03-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

got bak el n lit paper 2dae..definately can do better...n totally hv 2..or there goes my freedom 4 e rest of e hols of e yr..got new nickname 4 erika..oth den stm,i can oso call her LED-->laughing erika disorder..lols..she was laughing her head off 4 e whole of 2dae..so easy 2 make her laugh..if onli it was tat easy 4 evry1..juz rmb..i mite b going 2 melacca during hols wif ahem..[ap!!!]tat will so totally ruin my plan..im alreadi trying 2 avoid as much as i can..but den i still stupidly c e real 1..argh..y did i go there?deja vu man..n it happened lyk 3yrs ago too?wanna watch 'the number 23'seems so nice..but how long more muz i wait till my leash is released once more?lyk say..hmm..nvr?we r allowed 2 change our sits tmr..onli condition is tat we cant sit wif e ppl we sat nxt 2 during e past few mths..fine wif me..but wonder how much chaos there will b in e cls tmr when evry1 is shifting their tables..sure got arguements..oh ya,2dae during remedial,farida went:'hafiz,ur hot' n den she went 'y r u hot?' lols..actually bcos he was sweating n stuff..lols..yay!meeting rebe sumwhere tis wk 2 get a cd frm her..i wan e hana kimi ost oso..but her mum is holding on vry tightly 2 it..probably gotta wait again..oh shit..still got farida's wk 2 do..adios 4 nw ppl..

~monday blues?lols..充满矛盾的一颗心要这么去接开？。。到底会是你还是我？最终将是谁？或者这一切都是不可能发生的梦幻？。。将来还会有像以前那么充满着希望吗？只能耐心的等待下去，盼望那一天的到来。。。

2007-03-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

後悔 - 何書宇
回到熟悉的相愛路線我牽著回憶站在對街
雪般墜落的從前瞬間就冷卻隔著不回頭看的時間
回憶積雪疊成冬天想伸手再偷留一些原來你離我遙遠
你說那冰雪是你鐡了心的眼淚明天遇見誰
可以再溫柔如水關於愛情的美當初我所賒欠
希望他都給你說那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次愛誰再用愛慢慢縫回丟掉舊的傷悲
讓他帶你飛
某夜豎起耳朵我聽見幸福帶你走遠
剩後悔陪我失眠你說那冰雪是你鐡了心的眼淚
明天遇見誰可以再溫柔如水關於愛情的美
當初我所賒欠希望他都給你說那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次愛誰再用愛慢慢縫回丟掉舊的傷悲讓他帶你飛
after a 14hr recharge,i cant fall aslp so early,so decided 2 double post..love tis song so much..even though its quite emo..snoopy was so...juz nw..dun wanna tok say lar..y use anime 4 excuse?i dun even noe y i was so despo 2 tok 2 u anws..gimme ap onli..stupid stupid stupid!i swear no matter wat im gonna get over you no matter wat..2dae was e repeat of e last epi of under e canopy of love..so sad..but at least they got 2gether at last..found out tat its actually a bk..i wan!!anws,mum n dad asked me 2 do accounting 4 dem..$8oo per mth..wk 4 4hrs per day..lyk i got tym..but i mite consider it during hols..crap..mum wants me 2 go 2 slp nw..how m i supposed 2 fall aslp nw?i'll find a way...adios ppl..oh,n i ran out of garfield pics le..no tym 2 find summore..

2007-03-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

broke my record 2dae..woke up at 3.30 so had my breakfast at 4..oh wait..rebe says it shuld b called brunch..[fyi,im toking 2 rebe on e phone rite nw n blogging..]camp was a total disaster..
day 1
rain rain rain n more rain..haiz..had 2 squeeze so much 2 fit all of e sec 2s in e shelter..argh..e cls was broken up into odds n evens..e odds were named far--Farida Abdul Rahman..lols..n bcos of tat e evens were named away..so 2B became far away..oh,n we went rafting..haiz..juz lyk graduation camp..except we used barrels..n ppl,dun tink we rx ppl duno how 2 tie knots..!!!we oso learn tat in oa ok!..but we lost e rafting competition..n it was damn funny cos e bak was lyk sinking n e bak ppl were almost dropping off e raft..den we had ubin explorer..haiz..saw e abandoned temple again..cant believe its still there..after 3yrs le..haiz..n we oso saw e toilet tat lets e water rite into e swamp/lake/river..watever..again..3yrs alreadi..i remember we saw sum1 actually fishing there tat tym..gross man..anws,we got 2 buy stuff when we got into town..bot a bottle of ice lemon tea n a bag of chips 2 share..if onli we culd bring those bak 2 e campsite..either ways,there was juz a hell lot of walking n running involved..tat nite we had nightwalk..i hated e way we were grouped..so random..could hv ended up wif any1..we had 2 walk in 3s n hold hands..got grouped wif felicia n sum oth guy..n sum idiot sitting at e grass patch boo-ed me n made me imagine things..argh..after we went bak,we were given vry little tym 2 shower so sum juz changed..den we showered after supper n went 2 slp at 1+..was whispering 2 erika till we fell aslp..
day 2
was awakened by sum idiots hu were making so much noise cos they cant slp..so went 2 toilet n toked outside e tent till sum1 woke up e trainers n evry1 rushed bak into their tents..slept till 4+ n got awakened again..after tat juz walked arnd n tok till tym was up 4 us 2 go gather..on day 2,sum ppl got 2 do rock climbing while others got 2 do absailing..absailing was freaky..e stupid steps 2 go up were so small..n when we had 2 bend backwards i was shaking so much..my hands were holding on so tightly...den e cls went 2 do e leap of faith which i chose nt 2 do..but den bcos of tat mr rizal didnt do cos he wanted all e gals 2 do it..after tat was e disasterous rain storm...it started raining super heavily n many ppl's tent collapsed..n we were nt allowed 2 go n take our things..i was sooo worried 4 my mp3 n hp..so while waiting 4 e rain 2 stop,we all had 2 wait under e cabana..i was super tired..n was semi-unconcious when ppl asked me 2 shift so i woke up in a group of boys..we waited till e rain stopped den we were given tym 2 shower..but all of my clothes got wet n there wasnt enuf tym so i didnt shower..yuck man..after tat was campfire..was actually enthu..duno y..so bcos of e collapsed tents,we had 2 slp in tis big air-con rm..it was lyk freezing cold..
day 3
woke up at 2+ 2 go toilet..n when me n erika came bak,our places were taken up by e hula dancer n sum1..erika had a vry bad expirience frm e hula dancer hu put her leg on her stomach n kicked her..i oso had my bad experience..but nt gonna mention their names..but 1 of them was snoring n e oth was..well..nt gonna say anymore..anws,we sat at e corner n toked till 4+..e gd thing abt erika is tat she has a lot of body heat so i used her as my toaster 2 keep me warm..den i got realli tired n curled up in e corner 2 slp till 6+..den toked till 7 n went 2 get ready 4 e day...i hated e clean up..had 2 carry e garbage bag arnd n it was filled wif super sick stuff..after tat was home sweet home..dad n mum took super long 2 fetch me..n had 2 go 2 tis principal's hse frm 1 of their schs cos he ordered tis big plate of yu sheng frm mum..but he was damn nice n he gave me tis $10 angpao!his son hu's in tj was lyk super gd wif guitar..after tat went 2 toa payoh cos nick wanted 2 buy his stupid cards..but e whole tym i was slping in e car..
reached hm at abt 3+ n slept till 6+..had 2 shower 2 go 2 my cousin's hse 4 dinner..got late angpaos frm my 2 aunts..nearly fell aslp when we were eating dinner..after dinner tok tok 4 a while n went hm..watched tv n fell aslp..went into my rm at 1+ n knocked out till 3.30 2dae..gtg le..adios ppl..

2007-02-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

common tests finally over!!but tmr's camp..sian lar..e bloody fool took my torchlight 4 nth w/o even asking 4 my permission,den misplaced it..i dun care if tmr's ur b-dae..it doesnt mean u can even more annoying n retarded den usual..bak 2 camp..of all places,y pulau ubin???pulau ubin brings bak memories.....it will make evrything so much harder nw..argh..e oth day while i was revising 4 history n maths,i juz suddenly broke down crying..e stupid thing is tat i dun even noe y..i wasnt tinking abt anything..mayb i was a little..but nt 2 e extend tat it wuld juz let tears roll down my cheek while reading abt threats n respones...wat is wrong wif me?anws,cant believe i watched epic movie again 2dae..its lyk siao lar..a movie tat is sick,lame n realli nt tat funny..wat a waste..ahh..my mp3 is nt gonna finish charging by 2nite..oh crap..n gene,i HATE corndogs!gtg le..still got some things 2 pack..n boohoo..gonna miss tmr's n fri's epi of hana kimi..oh well,guess i hv 2 catch it on youtube...

~if onli u knew..if onli u knew evrything..

evrything right frm e start..wat wuld happen den?i tink tis mite b e last tym im gonna post a snoopy pic..i tink n hope,n pray..argh,hu m i kidding?its impossible..there's juz too many of them..oh well..i can try cant i...im gonna hate tis camp..

2007-02-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday was umm...well..nt wat i expected i shuld say..less den 10 sentences were said..n even if we did it wuld b sth abt e xbox game or com..haiz...wat has happened???we used 2 hv endless things 2 tok abt n wuld always try ways n means 2 extend tym till e adults got fed up..there was no real conversation at all last nite..have e feelings really faded away?oh well..at least lyk tat i can focus more on common tests n sch..but how much more awkward will it b if we really go somewhere together during hols lyk last tym?great..haiz..so nt e tym 4 tis...monday's science n geog..almost finished science..nw 4 stupid geog..mr teo doesnt even gif us notes..so best way 2 get gd marks wuld b 2 memorise all those perfect ans given by him..my mind will blow lyk tat..anws,in love wif my new blog song--our story..duno hu sang e el version but it has bits of cl in it too..wanted e cl version by tension but sth wrong wif e codes..shall post e lyrics 4 e cl version..
在你左右　还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流　每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手　不愿放松　十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流　我必须要走　要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘　太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂　我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘　太多的情节要发展
不要放弃　因为有一天缘份会继续
在你左右　还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流　每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手　不愿放松　十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流　我必须要走　要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘　太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂　我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃　因为有一天缘份会继续
我知道你寂寞一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看兄未来的收获你愿意在耐心等候
我们的故事真难忘　太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂　我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘　太多的情节要发展
不要放弃　因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完
gtg 4 dinner le..lo yu sheng again..-_-but at least tis tym got abalone =)

~回忆起我们小时后

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站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走

离开了我们小时候

现在的你不在想我

这个时候我了了...chorus of 我们小时候 by tank..e tittle speaks 4 itself..

2007-02-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

ahh!stupid music codes giving me so many probs..but i lyk tis song--dear diary by m2m..relates 2 how i feel..mostly..cny over le..haiz..tmr 1st commmon test paper..el!shuld b ok lar..either ways oso cannot study 4 it..Hana Kimi craze!!totally gonna buy e OST!n snoopy's coming tmr..hurray?totally confused rite nw..how culd i hv no reaction?!?!anws..tis yr's cny seems..slackier?visited so little hses..n managed 2 watch 2 movies--epic movie n just follow law!both r damn funny..if onli we culd hv 15 days of hols 4 cny..tat wuld b so gd man..anws,totally nt gotten into exam mood yet..still slacking arnd watching tv n playing arnd wif e com n xbox..omg..is tis continues..im so gonna die 4 common test...oh crap..nd 2 go le..haiz..adios ppl..
~is the feelings tis tym real?or have i made too much of it all along?my mind's a blur on wether to wish u good luck n just give up..but it would make things alot easier..i think..no time to think about this..especially when common tests are just round the corner..

2007-02-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR ppl!2dae was lyk super sian..did e usual stuff of going 2 ppls hses n more..spent e longest tym at my grandma's hse..wif my great grandma there[yes,she's still alive n living..90 over yrs old le..n got a little hearing prob n sits in a wheelchair]n i realise i realli gotta brush up my teochew..i culd barely understand my great grandma when she toked 2 me..n my hokkien is actually better than my dialect,teochew,mainly cos i lived wif my mother's side of e family,hu mainly speaks hokkien,when i was young..anws,can onli eat vegetarian food 4 e whole of 2dae..wonder how those full tym vegetarians survive w/o e gd taste of meat..anws,didnt go bak 2 mts on fri..neither did i meet up wif rebe..bet she didnt even noe i was pissed at her..haiz..anws,went 2 pp wif erika tat day..it was still ok..but there's lyk nt much fun things 2 do there..after i went hm,mum picked me up n brought me 2 do rebonding 4 e 3rd tym..rotted on e chair 4 4hrs..lucky i had my deathnote comic n mp3 wif me..or i wuld hv literally been bored 2 death..my hair is lyk ultra flat rite nw..but tats lyk kinda e pt of rebonding..its nt gonna b long b4 my natural curl cums out again..oh,n gene,e day tat word bcums magic,my brother wuld actually grow up n hv more mature thinking..lols..anws,gtg le..gonna catch a late nite movie 2nite..epic movie!adios ppl..oh,n no tym 2 post snoopy n garfield pic here 2nite..sad..

2007-02-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

BLOODY HELL!!!!evrytym angry at e maid or my bro den cum n scold me..juz sit there onli oso kana scold..evryday it has been lyk tat..lock myself in e rm n cry oso kana scold..wth lar..she expects me 2 slam dwn e phone n b as rude as u??den i stare at her a little 2 whole bak some tears,n u call me rude..freaking unreasonable lar..angry den take out evrything on me...u tell me juz sitting aside n minding my own business is a crime?crying is breaking e law?always accusing me..even wif e littlest of things..im e 1 thorn in her life tat she juz has 2 keep finding fault wif even when i haven done anything?wats e t of passing each day lyk tat?juz getting scolded n hiding in my rm?screaming nmore screaming..there's nvr quiet in e hse...
n i realli,i didnt expect U 2 b lyk tat...after 7yrs..ur juz gonna abandon me 4 tat bunch of ____tat u dun even lyk?great..juz great..juz leave me there 2 cry while u enjoy urself getting bullied by those____..hv a great tym..i cant bothered wif u anymore..juz enjoy urself n dun gif a single speck of concern when im shedding tears in my rm...im nt gonna care abt tis selfish n unfair world anymore..

2007-02-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

bought valentines day prezzies 2dae..but e budget dad gave me was lyk...but he was so good 2dae!he bought me e whole series of deathnote comics!!!=))n its nt e s'pore version..its e more ex taiwan version!love ya daddy!=)2dae was e final epi of PCK..so nice..but gurmit singh had tears in is eyes when he was giving e last words n stuff..definately gonna miss it..but nxt wk there's police n thief..nice show too =)my god..its been mths since i touched my story..sec sch is juz too busy..or u can say tat im too lazy =x nt tinking abt it=nt getting emo or wateva over it..so i shall nt tink so much..lyk ppl say,emo is unhealthy!great..mum's nagging abt me using e com agian...gotta cut tis post short..adios

~The past belongs to the past. You've changed,so have I... No matter what, things can never go back to the way they were,..no matter how hard we try...

2007-02-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

going 2 hv tuition soon..sian..barely touched my hw..duno wat i was doing e whole morning..juz walking arnd e hse,sitting in front of e tv tinking abt duno wat..my life is seriously lyk a black n white movie..no colour,no joy,no excitement,nothing..its almost lyk repeating e same stuff over n over..fell aslp last nite while reading e bk yesterday..didnt even off e lights..crap,wasted so much electricity..finished e bk tis morning..its called 'Princess of Darkness'..abt a pontianak..quite nice..reminds me of tis story my pri sch cher told e cls once,oso quite similar..*flashback:we were in e library tat tym which was said 2 b haunted,[i was librarian tat tym sumore,n e teacher had 2 choose me 2 b incharge of opening n locking up e library..always creeping myself out..]e stupid boys wanted a better ambience,so all e lights were gone..n at e scariest pt,e door flung open!*scream*it was onli e caretaker...-_-but even some of e guys were screaming..it was an enjoyment 2 see their scared faces..*flashback over*pri sch was nice..esp our graduation camp..evry1 suddenly got so together tat tym..bak 2 e story..its lyk kinda sad tat e guy had 2 kill his own wife..but it was 4 e better of evry1 n she took too many lives already..n if he didnt kill her,he wuld b killed..imagine,if 1 day u have 2 kill ur loved 1 4 e well-being of others,wuld u do it?i myself duno..ooh,there's a senario lyk tat on e last epi of supernatural season 1..muz watch ppl!new bk next wk:The memory box..ok,i noe im a total bkworm..juz finished 1 bk n alreadi planned which is gonna b e next 1..but tat 1 shuld b nice too..ok,tym 4 tuition..adios ppl

~fact is stanger than fiction. Just like how strange the facts about how I'm feeling right now.

2007-02-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

changed my blog song again..tis 1's frm tis new hong kong drama called 天幕下的恋人also known as under the canopy of love..its lyk so nice lar..toking abt how a gal hu had tis crush on tis guy during her sch days,n yrs later,they meet again,but at first w/o remembering each oth,but in e end they got 2gether..but still,how long can ur first love last?plus there r so many oth ppl hu r oso dragged into e picture...even though the song's in cantonese n i cant realli understand it,neither can i find the lyrics,but it has a very nice tune,n i juz love e piano piece!oh ya,can get rebe 2 translate 4 me =) ooh,n i got my eyecandy today..was it bcos of it den i suddenly became so enthu,even during PT??dad's car's engine got prob 2dae n he came 2 fetch me in e mechanic's car,n i had 2 wait 4 so freaking long,n in e end e car was also nt fixed n e mechanic's wife sent me n dad hm wif her 2 oth kids..1s same age as me n e oth is sec 1..didnt interact wif dem at all..probably too exhausted..n we got bak sci n maths paper le..sci was lyk..well,all im gonna say is tat its definately nt 1 of my best..maths!mr rizal scared e hell out of me lar..i tot i was gonna end up in tuition again but i actually got above 20..woots!mum's starting 2 scream again..haiz..anws,going 2 my rm 2 b a bookworm n actually read e bk i borrowed at e sch library..soo shuld hv chose e oth 1..tis 1's gonna gif me nightmares..i tink..till den..

y has it become lyk tis?how did it change so fast?no1 really remembers how..juz rmb e hate n e grudge..its nt worth..nt in e past,nt nw,nt ever..juz let it go n 4get..tats e best way...
[P.S.tis is juz random..nt refering 2 snoopy or garfield or whoever u tink it mite b]

2007-02-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

finally can use com le..so much happened..2dae was lyk ok..hxh sooo shuld hv told us tat e chengyu thing was nt 2dae..waste my tym..sat's family run was lyk so..1st aid duty sucked!sum1 totally juz fainted on me..n i was lyk omg..at least i saw snoopy look-alike =))..i was lyk so dumb..looking arnd 2 see him n juz didnt realise he was rite opp me...n after tat was e real snoopy!it was nice toking again..n once again,we tried ways n means 2 extend tym so tat we dun hv 2 go hm so early..tinking of it juz makes me go lols..found out sth super shocking abt him!usually when gals hear tis kind of things frm ppl they hv feelings from,they will b lyk damn sad or sth..n yet i no reaction..instead i started teasing him..im so weird sia..haiz..was it supposed 2 b juz tis way all along?anws,2dae's sci was lyk still ok i guess..oh,n we were lyk late 4 e maths lvl test..thx 2 farida..it was still ok i guess..tink can pass lar..unless im lyk stupidly careless again..after sch went 2 art rm 2 finish e shadng thing wif gordon ..n sum ppls' tongues were wagging..there's nth between us ok...we're juz frens...its up 2 u 2 believe..gtg go do hw le..bb 4 nw ppl..

~was it lyk tat all along?did i make too much of it?at a loss..

as a writer,basics r 2 noe how 2 describe feelings..n yet i got nth..nth at all..i cant even tell which side is tipping up..cant even decide which1,further more decide wether its rite 2 tell..'time will tell,' they say..so when will e time b ripe?patiently waiting,but patience is running vry low...

2007-02-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

friday!e best day of e week..nt realli,nt if u still hv 2 go 2 sch tmr 4 a stupid family run n u hv 2 b on 1st aid duty n still unfairly kana checkpoint 2 which is lyk juz outside e sch premises..lyk which idiot will fall down so quickly?haiz..2dae was lyk ok i guess..liked CE..mr rizal gave each of us a piece of paper n we were lyk supposed 2 write our names on it,n we leave it on our tables,while we go arnd writing comments of evry1 on their papers..got like so many nice stuff written..=) n den there was rcy..sian lar..got scolded again..-_-n had PT 2dae..did 60 pumps 2dae,but i guess i cant realli complain cos i haven done pumps 4 lyk such a long tym..HIGHLIGHT of my day:seeing snoopy-look-alike of course!so cute man!n tmr i'll b seeing e real 1..sum how,e look-alike seems cuter..mayb cos he's lyk more mature n stuff..n he's taller!way taller!lols..valentines day is 12 days away..n well..obviously wuld lyk 2 spend it wif sum1 special..but spending it wif mi gd buddies r oso gd enuf!

as time passes..the memories all come back..honestly,who will it be in the end?who's the one who really does care?who's the one who will really still be there in the end?..as the past haunts me,the future becomes more and more unclear...

~everything's piecing together,so which is the last piece of the puzzle?

2007-01-31T22:33:00.000+08:00

2dae was lyk 1 of e weirdest day i ever had..suddenly happy,suddenly emo..its lyk in a cycle..so nw bak 2 emo..parents n bro went 2 national stadium 2 watch sin vs thai..so its lyk damn quiet at hm..tym 4 tots..cant believe i actually watched e match on tv..so much drama sia..protest,keep getting injured..waste tym sia..but at least 2-1..but duno how much more drama there will b in e next leg..haiz..toking 2 snoopy was lyk umm...nvm...but anws,going 2 his hse again on sat..woots??saw snoopy look-a-like 2dae after geog test!they both look so cute when they smile!=)n i tink he saw me staring at him..oops..hehe.still hv hw..but nt gonna care rite nw..been a long and hard day..exhausted...nd a breather..nd them 2 refill quickly so i wun hv 2 hold bak..nd my roller coaster too..[i noe u ppl dun understand..but sum do..i tink..]realli dun feel lyk going 4 tat family run thing..will b lyk so freaking sian..rather stay at hm n wait out e day till e hour cums...crap..parents r bak...so...bye ppl..

2007-01-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

friday is here..tmr's sat..cant wait..i tink..sec 1s came 4 their 1st rcy training 2dae..they were lyk umm..nvm..vry tired rite nw..cant tink properly.hv a splitting headache+flu+sore throat..argh..vry confused rite nw..dun ask wat its abt..it OBVIOUS!changed my blog skin le..actually still lyk my old skin..but there's a prob wif e codes..so here we r...cant find tis song called hei se chi bang..love it so much rite nw..n e lyrics speak 2 me sooo much.cant even find it on youtube..blog again tmr..nd 2 rest rite nw..i cant fall sick..nt rite nw..so nitey nite ppl!

the ultimate question is still: garfield or snoopy?

2007-01-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

long tym no blog...wan e rain 2 cum badly..juz love walking in e rain..speaking of rain,he arrived in s'pore 2dae!!n sum ppl went lyk crazy at e airport..1 tried 2 gif him a prezzie soooo despo-ly
..another actually fainted upon seeing him..i mean his ok n all...but faint?? much happened tis week..n i actually failed an el compre 4 e 1st tym in my life...farida sucks man..im so gonna fail el tis yr n it will b her fault..argh!anws,found out tat im gonna b seeing snoopy again!after so long..last tym i saw him was lyk march 06..wonder how much he has changed.duno wether im looking 4ward 2 it..after so long..it wuld definately b awkward..haiz..nvm..dun tink of him le..anws gonna b tinking abt him lyk almost e whole of next week?...nvm..rcy is actually starting 2 b slacky..last week we were given a lecture abt cpr,den rck..after tat is lyk nothing..den tis week we did a little of 1st aid,den played murderer in tis whole other way i didnt noe existed..quite fun lar..but im 4eva a victim..n den after tat juz slack arnd n tok..weird,but im enjoying it..anws,tym 4 supernatural!nothing cheers me up frm a tired wk of sch den supernatural! ^_^

snoopy or garfield??

2007-01-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

cant believe its end of de 1st week alreadi..cant believe even more tat so much as happened in juz 3days.cant believe got guna n farida again..haiz,but farida hasnt given us any lectures,YET. n mr teo is lyk super freaking boring..realli wan 2 slp in his cls sia.n D & T is nt wat i expected.i tot it mite b a little fun,but we got an old hag n once again,i hv 2 sit in front...cramped up so much n i yawned at least more den 50tyms in her lesson.mygod,cant believe i hv 2 get into full uni tmr 4 de stupid cca recruitment day..argh,hv 2 b casualty alreadi bad enuf,but still hv 2 wear full uni?sum ppl nt even going lo..n we spent lyk de whole of tis training juz sewing bean bags...so slacky,but definately luckier den de fdc ppl hu hv 2 train n train. brb..gonna watch supernatural!woohoo,it sooo totally rawks!wow,its hard running to n fro frm de tv 2 de com.so much hw tis weekend,wonder wether i can finish it,plus wif de cca recruitment day thing,man,de pace is really picking up.haven even finished my tuition hw yet...crap.really loaded wif hw.

supernatural juz finished.its so nice!!dean n sam r sooo cute!!!but if i tink of how its gonna end..haiz..but shuld enjoy catching up on those epis i missed on axn last tym.realli dun feel lyk going tmr..realli nd 2 catch up on my Zs.so tired...probably gonna slp slightly earlier 2dae.gotta go catch my snooze train le...bb

2007-01-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

its 1.30 n im blogging...y,u ask?cos its de last nite b4 i hv 2 slp early lyk almost evry oth nite.haiz...de L pic is cute rite?watched deathnote 2[which totally rawked,but sad tat L died in de end]on fri wif de usual ppl n more after de boring rcy training.we went there juz 2 b casualties 4 de seniors 2 practice 1st aid on...-_-anws,found de L pic while trying 2 find 1 wif him wearing de mask on..its so freaking cute!!still haven found it yet..but ty 2 gor 4 helping me find..hopefully 1 of us can find de perfect 1 soon...realli cant believe tat its 2007 n tat sch's gonna reopen vry vry soon...how i wish de hols culd go on 4eva..n de chap 4 of mi story is going 2 take even longer when sch reopens..anws,new year resolutions?
1. pass math properly n nt by few marks
2. get gd grades lyk i promised dad 2 in exchange 4 my freedom
3. nt offend watever teachers tat r gonna b teaching 2B
4. muz go out wif rebe at least twice tis yr or even more...best on our b-daes
so much more 2 write..nvm den..will fill dem in another tym.juz wish tat tym culd stop so tat i can take a breather...oso duno 4 wat rite nw,but gonna nd it way more when sch reopens. wonder how much will change tis yr n wonder will 2007 pass as quickly as 2006 did.either ways,juz wish 4 more freedom...but its lyk impossible cos dad is starting 2 nag abt tis n say tat i nd 2 channel bak 2 sch mode n there will b lyk no more staying up till 3am or outings unless its hols or sth n evrything will of course b based on my results...haiz..so typical parents...even kana lectured abt bgr..i didnt even mention a single thought abt it n they r lyk nagging...haiz..hope 2007 will b a gd yr...start praying 4 mi..

2006-12-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

my god...deadline 4 de stupid camp reports is tis thurs...haven even started yet...noe tat im gonna pay 4 tis soon enuf..realli gotta force myself 2 start work soon..no matter wat,juz cant focus...plus juz got my new mp3 tat has tis cool built in speaker thing..de bloody ipod nano tat i bought at beijing went a little sot..nt my fault...it was my dad's idea 2 buy 1 in beijing..i said i wanted 2 buy it in singapore,but no.he had 2 go look 4 de cheap stuff.haiz.anws,found out tat i was going 2 kl on 23 till xmas..sian lar.gonna see tat same bunch of ppl n those 2 brats..lucky i will hv my hp n new mp3 wif me.but doubt tat i can msg in kl tho...probably will b more ex n parents will definately forbid lyk how they did in beijing...but kl shuld b definately cheaper den beijing rite??really dun hv much 2 look 4ward 2..sch's reopening soon...nt sure wether im all tat excited tho.tuition's starting tmr...sian...but at least i can get help wif hols hw..provided if i can even find it...yikes...but i bet lotsa ppl lost it lyk way earlier ...oh n finally watched deathnote 2dae...[pirated 1 lar]...at least when i go n watch deathnote 2,i wun b at such a lost.hv 2 say,nice show =D realli gotta go n chiong de report le...till next tym.

2006-12-05T02:35:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..back frm beijing liao...did any1 miss miie?jk...de trip was OK i guess...u can say tat its a new experience bahx...too lazy 2 type out evrything in detail,so juz gonna type in point form..here r de HIGHLIGHTS of my trip :
~made new frens-->duh...hu doesnt on a grp tour?
~met cutie boi :) -->pai kia look but total gentleman,funny too =D
~tried skiing 4 de 1st tym-->was fun,but i kept falling down..OUCH
~actually climbed all de way up de whole section of de great wall which i visited-->onli 4 ppl out of 18 made it up ok...
~bought an 8GB ipod nano 4 juz S$36-->dun get jealous ppl..hehe
~got new pearl necklace 2 match my pearl bracelet-->my mum juz loves de feeling of bargaining
nw here r de things tat so culd hv been improved 2 make my hols better :
~my annoying bro-->evrything oso hv 2 let in 2 him even when he was obviously at fault
~my mum's non-stop nagging-->wats de pt of being on hols when im still gettting scolded so much?
~sum tyms seriously vry annoying little kids-->cry n cry..haiz
~pathetic tat there r onli a total of 2 teens out of de 8 kids in de whole tour grp-->nt tat i hv anything against younger kids...but u often relate better 2 ppl of ur age
~still didnt get my new sling bag-->can find de design i wan ma..
~de stupid hotel tv is juz plain boring-->boring means boring..wat else can i say..-_-
either ways,tis is nt exactly de best hols i can hv...n i PROMISE tat i will post up chap 3 of my story by tmr...i mite even post up sum of my hols photos..hehe :D

2006-11-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

chapter 3: He saw a flight of dark steps...he followed them down and saw her a distance away. She was chained up on a rack. He could see that she was very frightened from the tears of sorrow and pain she was shedding as she struggled. He tried to run towards her,but he just went further and further away from her.

Suddenly he awoke. It was only a dream,but it felt so real. He found himself in a dark alley. The door where he had came from was no where to be found. He knew that he had to find her. He got himself up and walked out from the alley. He realised that he was in a whole other world. A world full of weird creatures and beingings. He was at a busy market place. Selling things that he had never seen before. He saw a human at one of the stalls. He went up and asked him where he was. To his shock,the 'human' turned into a big scaly creature and roared at him. He fell to the ground and almost thought that the creature was going to harm him and all he could do was try to back away.

Then, he heard another voice..."Seth, are you scaring people again? Leave the boy alone!" He turned around and saw this girl. She helped him up and told him her name... "Hi,i'm Salina. Don't mind my brother. You are not from around here are you?" "My name is Kain. Where is this place?" "This is the great city of Ascroma..at least it was till that war tore this place apart." ...

Salina brought him around the city and told some things about the past of Ascroma. At night fall,she brought Kain to her house for dinner and let him stay over night. When she showed him to the guestroom, she asked, "By the way, you still have not told me what you are doing here." Kain replied, "I don't know how I got here...but I still have to find someone before i try to find a way to get back." "Who is this person you are looking for? Maybe I can help." "She's a friend of mine. Her name is lennette." "What? The keeper of the great crystal has finally returned?" To be continued...

2006-11-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

ADDICTED 2 my blog song -->far away by Nickelback =) de 1st tym i heard it was when i watched a FFX n FFX-2 video wif tis song...i actually CRIED u noe...duno wether its de video or de song...but they totally match...here's de linkie 4 de vid where i cried : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzafqV-qGQM&mode=related&search= n here's a linkie 4 another 1 of me fave vids : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4sU73IxZuk anime fans shuld really check de FFX videos out...i was wat got me interested in FFX n i spent de whole of last nite watch FFX n FFX-2 vids :D..muz find inspiration 4 my story ma...de pic is frm my fave FFX scene at Macalania Lake...tidus,de guy,is trying 2 cheer up yuna,de gal,hu has went 2 de lake 2 cry her heart out n tidus KISSES her....aww,its so damn NICE!totally lurve de FFX n FFX-2 story..so sad n touching...addicted 2 anime =)

2006-11-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

its a longlonglong tym since i last blog... finally back frm camp 2dae... thx god. last day still kana pump until nw typing hand will oso pain... stupid concrete floor!back damn pain sia... slp on de stupid uneven table.during whole camp onli had lyk 9hrs of slp in total.. its barely enuf 4 1 day of slp[i pig-like sleeper wat]... evrynite had 2 slp wif wet hair... my mum wuld kill me if actually did wash my hair so late... water fite is FUN.but seriously,do they hv 2 use icey cold water n pour it over us? anyways,realli happy 2 get back mi hp n b able 2 use com again... MISS MY NS SOFT,DOESNT-HURT-MY-BACK BED!but hv 2 leave it again in 4 days.. haiz.going 2 beijing...nt realli excited though... rather go 2 korea or japan... but parents say muz go 2 beijing b4 2008 olympics... [its lyk so kiasu tinking rite?] oh ya,sry 2 ppl hu actually read my story... no inspiraion lar... duno wat 2 write 4 chap 3. but promise i will cum up wif sth by de tym i cum back frm beijing kaes?nd 2 stop typing liao... dun wan my hands 2 start bleeding...

~la historia de mi vida~

2006-11-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

2dae was so sian...-_-..so changed my blog song to Save the last dance for me OST:give my love...its 1 of my all time fav korean dramas...was so bored tat i started researching on de show...even went 2 find de lyrics of all de songs in de show[crazy rite?time is on my side anyways,so y nt?]nw trying 2 find de korean version of give my love...hehe^_^

2006-11-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

haiz...didnt noe tat freedom was so boring...and my inspiration 4 my story is seriously running low...duno how 2 continue on 4 chap 3...haiz[i noe i keep sighing...juz bear wif it lar]played electric air hockey on miniclip over n over again...it was fun [:)]4 de 1st 5 times,after tat,it was juz [-_-]annoying...nd 2 hv sth 2 do!!!haiz...staying at hm sucks so badly...but i can bet i wun b saying tat when i hv 2 go 4 de yr end rcy camp...praying tat there wun b fire drill at 4am in de morning again...i swear,no matter wat i m nt going 4 de june camp next yr...i m onli going 4 tis 1 cos its accred camp...shuld nt hv gone 4 de june 1 tis yr..haiz...signing off,full of regret n boredom...

2006-11-08T20:53:00.001+08:00

changed my blogskin out of bo liao-ness...i tink its ok...but still need comments...YAY!!!my new maid came yesterday...hv freedom,but still didnt go out 2dae...haiz.wa,didnt noe tat its so sian when u hv nth 2 do at hm...but still definately better than doing chores..4 nw...but teaching a maid hu doesnt understand el is so much worst.u hv 2 lyk repeat wat u said sooo many times b4 she understands...chicken blood totally splattered on my hand when she was learning how 2 chop it...EWW!hope i dun ever hv 2 do tat again...

2006-11-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

great,my pri sch frens r going back 2 mts tmr n i cant go...guess y...cos i hv 2 stay at hm 2 look after tat spoilt brat tat cums hm n slp,watch tv n play xbox...while i will b working myself 2 death wif those stupid chores n wonder y de heck i m locked up at hm lyk a prisoner...haiz.my life is juz so sucky...if i was payed a dollar everytime i was forced 2 do sumthing unwilling,i wuld probably b rich by nw...haiz...T_T in desprate nd of freedom...seriously wish tat de world wuld juz stop spinning n i culd stop 2 take a breath..juz 4 a while...my parents keep asking y i always stay up so late..well,its cos onli during tat time i can find so privacy 2 do de things i wan without any chores holding me down...onli den can i juz take a small breather b4 i hv 2 face another day of being ordered 2 do tis n do tat..... :'(

2006-11-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

it seems tat my happiness is always short-lived...de new maid was supposed 2 cum 2dae...but thx 2 de stupid com system at de agency which hanged,i hv 2 wait another week b4 i can juz completely slack n juz relax...n hopefully i will b able 2 go out by then...haiz...everyday is lyk deja vu...doing de same things over n over again...nt noeing wats de point of life by doing these..totally unfair tat my frens get paid 4 doing chores...if i was,i wuld probably be able 2 watch a whole week of movies including drinks n popcorn...life soooo unfair :(