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Despair

Erase it all.
Make it all faint,even the good memories.
Anything left in your heart that makes you cry is pain.
In the memories,the words left unsaid echo about.
And my promises of forgetting you become faint..

On vacation


Constance Ang
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princess_C_1310@hotmail.com

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#drama!IM A HARDCORE DRAMA(series.mel.series.) ADDICT!
#music
#melody[my guitar]<33
#my dearest husband[almoo]<33
#my bus, guitar partner[mitch]<33
#my dearest dajie & erjie[rebe & corry]<33
#my dearest bestie[jane]<33
#my dearest 小黑[erika]<33
#jay chou,fahrenheit,simple plan,good charlotte etc etc.
Craves

#new acoustic+electric plug-in guitar
#bigger room
#freedom
#stay right here in sunny/rainy s'pore for the next coupla yrs w/o migrating to ******

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
long time since i posted..lets see..

on tuesday,went to meet rebe..its been confirmed..triple hotness is frm bendemeer!!he's a sec 3..n he's in 1 of the smart ass classes in tat sch.lyk omg!lol..ponned 1st aid to go meet my dearest da jie!lol..been ages man..she's still the same..

on wednesday there was no pw..so fretted for nothing..oh n chinese lesson has become poem writing lesson instead..me mitch n al were writing lots n lots of poems in cls..actually not alot lar..but still..n surprisingly erika gave me a diff comment compared to the others for tis 1 poem..oh n many ppl lyk the line 'lose myself in the heaven of your eyes..'lol..i love poetry!lol..

thursday was much happier before 6..mr rizal gave chocs to the cls..after sch stayed bak for 1st aid..n the theory paper sucks man..i passed by rite but they onli count 75% n above as a pass..so spent the rest of the night studying for sfa..dont noe wat tym i fell aslp but i didnt even noe cos i woke up slping on the wrong side of the bed wif a pile of my notes next to me n the lights r not even off..n tat was lyk arnd 4 in the morning..so frm 4 to 6.30,i continued studying,even though i nearly fell slp quite a few times..so had lyk at the most 4 to 5 hrs of slp tat day..argh..


friday..kao cha,spa n sfa..help!screwed kao cha..my mind was blank..spa was crap..gave shitty answers tat i dont even realli understand wat im talking abt..sfa..argh..it was so bloody easy..as in the theory..it was lyk common sense lar..actually dont even need to study..practical was lyk wth..its lyk 1 person does it n it represents the whole grp..n the bandaging was crap..evry single thing we did was totally wrong..n i was lyk we're sooo gonna fail tis..n guess wad?EVERYONE PASSED!!as in some ppl who didnt even though a single bloody thing oso passed..lyk omfg..i mean lyk ya,we passed,shuld b happy..b there's tis feeling of guilt there..lyk we didnt deserve it at all..but ya,the seniors were realli happy n we got off the hook frm pt bcos of tat!lol..n captain's ball sucks wif a lot of ppl playing..

anws,gtg..adios ppl..sotd is jay chou's 回到过去..
周杰伦—回到过去
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡 慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往那我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间

Chorus:
想回到过去
试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去
试著让故事继续至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

~End of chorus~
*music interlude*

思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去一转身孤单已躺在身旁

~Chorus~

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡 慢慢下沉

又回到过去


~so what was that for?u just popped out of the blue and we're back to how we were again?im happy but the happiness is all short-lived..n what's with the stare?it makes me feel like how we used to be last year..but things have obviously changed..alot..

I look at you,
You flash a smile,
I give one back,
and drop my file..

A game of rock paper scissors,
for two sqaures of chocolates,
a waste of time it might be,
but in the end you still gave it to me.

A photo with you in front,
that made some people grunt.
As I gaze upon your shadow,
I think of us in a meadow.

One seat taken back,
it caused a little wreck.
a grouping of four,
and you decided it all.

jokes and laughter,
made people wonder.
but any question you ponder,
I would try to give an answer.

sacrifices made..
a chocloate given and a friend played.
was it for each other,
to take a step further?
So many things without an answer..